depressed, destressed, and lonely

Aug 06, 2005 22:44

my lifes an absolute mess...i look forward for a break in the storm...the eye passed over me and still i felt gloomy...im not loved by my parents, nope, not at all, im just a pawn....they dont care about what i want, what i need from life...all they care about is that im the perfect leverage point to use against the other...my property, whats that ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 7 2005, 04:10:42 UTC
Shes venting leave her alone

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karachica August 7 2005, 04:45:21 UTC
who are you?

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shesautomatic__ August 7 2005, 04:36:24 UTC
Shut up. You don't say things like that in reply to an entry like this.

It makes you look like a jerk.

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! richkidssuck August 7 2005, 04:20:31 UTC
Hey, listen, things get hard to handle, it sucks, life isnt fair. No one should have to deal with something like that, especially you. Youre one of the best people i know, funny, goofy, pretty, inredible, sweet person. Youre one of the few people i see as truly being genuine in just about everything you do, you have so much concern for others that you shouldnt have to worry about yourself, but this is life, and you do. It sucks and its unfair, but it happens. All you can do is just try to weather the storm, try and talk and just get through it as best you can. Life sucks, ive told you the shit that ive been through with everything before, and its tough to try and show the smile and laugh and have a good time when really everything inside you is just screaming at the top of its lungs in pain. Ive gone through a whole lot of shit with my family, ive told you about a lot of it, and you just have to try and get along. Talk to your dad about insurance and volleyball, let him know how much of a priority it is in your life, he'll see it as ( ... )

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Re: ! karachica August 7 2005, 04:42:31 UTC
andy you are amazing...and you made me feel better, well i cried a little but that let out a little steam...thank you love...

matt dont be mad at me for ne thing, i dont insult people on purpose, im sorry if i did...now leave me and my venting alone

kristyn thank you for standing up for me...and please come and kara-nap me sometime :)

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learn_tofly August 7 2005, 16:25:35 UTC
Kara, dont apologize to matt.

I know what you live through, I see what you have to live with, and the leverage they pose you and cory as. Don't let your dad, or anyone take volleyball away from you. And if you wanna take driving lessons....then bitch slap your dad til he gives you the insurance. Don't let them use you as leverage. Don't let anyone ever use you as leverage. Your the strongest person I know, you can fight for anything YOU want...be the independant person I know you are. You know my whole family has always been here for you guys...you know that i've ALWAYS been there for you. We'd do ANYTHING for you. But you should do something for yourself, fight for what you want....it'll make you a stronger person. Although I don't know how someone can become anymore stronger than you...
unless you get testicular cancer...then you'll just be friggen lance armstrong lol.

::hand over the gun:: use it with caution.

<33

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karachica August 7 2005, 20:24:40 UTC
HAHAHAHAHAHAH ::sucks in huge breath:: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! omg kelsey i laughed so hard i fell off my water bed, thats very hard to do...i was only sitting on the side but whatever! girl, i love you to death...and dont worry im planning a huge blow up for them, they better listen to me or their lose!!!
love you kels
<3
Kara*

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