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[karamel]

 today i wore a dress to work.
today i got whistled at
today i got holler'd at a guy on a bike on my way to shantell's
i went to the beach house for a bit to see some friends.

i came home and someone wrote me a cheer up message and it made me tear up.

as much as i try to stay strong its very hard. i have gone two weeks without crying but i am still very

Comments

[sexsie]

you're definitely not the dunce in the corner.
i'm really sorry this didn't work out for you.
i mean, i know you know i'm here for you.. i wish there was more i could do.
you're an amazing woman.. and a great friend. you deserve to be happy. and i know that you will be truely happy again someday. i hope that day comes soon. you're worth it.

..and just because some of us are getting engaged, married or having babies.. doesn't mean this is the plan we had for ourselves either. i never thought i would be doing this right now. god has a plan for us! this will make you stronger in the long run. and i believe he really has someone worth while waiting for you <3

[karamel]

thanks :) def made me tear up a bit.

i just can't shake this super sadness.
i know its going to take time..but goodness it's going on 3 months that we have not been together and i am still sad and i hate that.

i just wish we were all young again when we had no cares in the world.