[Multi-chapter] Oretachi no chikara (16/??)
Title: Oretachi no chikara (Our power)
Authors: syunikiss1990
Beta & Plot Bunny: yuuki_saya 3/9
Pairing: MatsuMiya
Genre: Fantasy, AU, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: We don't own them. Not that we don't want to though...
*MASTERPOST*
Ninomiya was so lost in thought he didn't really notice his bedroom door went open much easier than it normally did. The festivities outside weren't able to keep his mind from his worries. He had tried to reach Sho the past few days but the president’s son had locked himself inside his room again, but this time he didn't even eat the food that was brought to his room. Kazunari had only seen a glimpse of the man when he was called to his father to discuss how he would have to work and act from now on. The sight of Sakurai that day had scared Ninomiya because the broken man looked terrible, even worse from the time he came back from the poor district.
He was snapped out of his thoughts when he bumped head first into a man he didn't expect to see ever again. With his eyes wide of surprise he pushed the man back into his room and slammed the door shut. He was so surprised by the sudden appearance of his former lover he didn't know how to react. Different emotions rushed through his body. He was furious the man had showed up after he had told him to never show his face again. At the same time he was filled with joy, strangely for the same reason, but the appearance of the man also made him worried. Had something happened to the leader of the poor district? While he was watching Jun he suddenly realized the taller man was holding something. When he looked closer he saw it were some documents and even though he couldn’t really read what was on it, he knew those were his. With a quick move he grabbed the documents out of the taller man who was to slow to react.
"What are...." Ninomiya looked at the top page and saw the instructions for the power machine. His anger took over as he started to yell.
"What do you think you are doing?! Showing up after I told you to never bring your face again and stealing this!" He waved the papers in front of the still silent man in front of him. In his anger he threw the papers on the ground. He felt like he had gone back in time, to the moment he had discovered the first time Matsumoto had seen his plans. He couldn't think straight, the only thought going through his mind that the man in front of him needed to be punished. Angry he grabbed Jun's wrist and pulled him to the bed. Even though the younger man was taller, Ninomiya was much stronger even if he didn't look like it. Without waiting he grabbed the ropes from under his bed but just when he wanted to tie the taller man snapped back to reality and stopped. Jun wasn't his anymore, he couldn't do something like this anymore like it was the most normal thing to do.
"Master?" Jun had picked up the worries of the vice-president and Kazunari saw a mixture of relieve and disappointment on the man’s face. He sighed.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. Just leave before I change my mind, but don't you dare to take the documents or I'll call the guards. And I don't think they have forgotten you yet" Matsumoto climbed from the bed but instead of going he walked over to the smaller man and crashed their mouths together. At first Ninomiya was surprised but he recovered quickly and took over the lead like he was used to. But in the back of his head a little voice kept telling him he would never be able to return if he would go on now. Confused he pushed Matsumoto off him again, trying to stay calm.
"What's wrong Master? Did you become soft?" The husky voice of Jun made Ninomiya completely lose it. He pushed the taller man on the bed and tied him to the headboard quickly but effective. When he had made sure the tied up man wouldn’t be able to get himself free he stopped and climbed on the bed. He hovered above the man but made sure he didn’t touch him anywhere on in any way.
“Now, what do I have to do with you…” he softly whispered beside Jun's ear. “You tried to steal something very important from me” he blew in the other mans ear, knowing he hated this and making him shiver while he moved his head away. Ninomiya grabbed Matsumoto’s chin and forced the man to look at him.
“I don’t believe I said you could move” Jun opened his mouth to say something but the man above him slapped him in his face. “Nor did I say you could talk. You disappoint me, my dear boy. It will take a lot to make that disappointment go away” without a warning he ripped the taller mans shirt open. He let his hands hover above the bare chest, close enough for Jun to sense them moving over but just too far from touching it. Ninomiya smirked as he saw the eyes of the man underneath him closing, trying to hold himself together from this torture. He kept a close look on the breathing of the man, lifting his hands slightly as the air moved into his body and his chest moved up a little, letting them down as he breathed out. Satisfied he moved back a little, looking at the growing bulge in Jun’s tight pants.
“What did I say about moving” with one quick, swift move he removed Matsumoto’s pants and boxers in one go. The man couldn’t stop a gasp which made the vice-president smile evilly. Instead of saying something of it again he stayed silent and he moved off the bed. By the way Matsumoto’s eyes snapped open he knew he had the man exactly where he wanted him. He stayed off the bed and walked around it until he was at the head where he sat down beside the bed.
“Do you want something Jun-kun?” the asked man barely moved his head when he nodded. Ninomiya moved a bit closer. “What do you want?” he could see the shiver that went through the taller mans body and his already erected member started to leak. Still watching the man closely he pulled his shirt off and stood up again. Before he stepped on the bed again he completely undressed and straddled Jun in such a way he was just inches away from his private area. He leaned forward and started to kiss his neck with feather light kisses in just the right places to make the man underneath him go crazy.
“I think I want something first” he moved up and placed his hard member in front of the others mouth. When Jun didn’t open his mouth right away he already moved back with a disappointed look in his eyes. He sighed and shook his head.
“I guess you leave me no choice” he moved back and lifted his lover’s hips. Matsumoto’s eyes went big when he realized what Kazunari was going to do. Without any preparation or lube the vice-president positioned himself in front of his tight hole. In one quick snap he pushed in, making the man underneath him cry out. By the tightness around his member, Ninomiya knew the other man wouldn’t be able to take it if he would start pumping into him roughly right away and even though he still felt like punishing the man, he wasn’t cruel. He waited for a while until Jun had relaxed enough for him to go on as he slowly built up his pace. After a while he slipped his hand in between their bodies, grabbing the member and starting to pull it in the same rhythm as his thrusts. Jun bit his lip to refrain himself from making any sounds, knowing it could make the other man stop. Kazunari smiled.
“Don’t keep those delicious sounds in, let yourself go” Matsumoto moaned loudly, as if he was letting all the built up tension out in one go. Ninomiya could see the man underneath him was close to coming, but instead of continuing jerking the man off he tightly grabbed the base his member, keeping him from his orgasm. Jun groaned loudly and tried to move his hips up to get the friction he needed, but it resulted in an even tighter grip from the vice-president.
“You want it? Beg for it”
“Please, Ninomiya-sama” Jun tried, but Kazunari smirked. While he kept slamming into the other man, feeling himself coming closer to his own release, he kept his grip tightly around the member of the man underneath him.
“I’m sorry?”
“Please…Please Master!” after another couple of trusts Ninomiya finally loosened his hand from the man's cock, giving him only one pull before Matsumoto came, screaming Ninomiya’s name. His whole body shivered as he rode his high, making Ninomiya moan as he tightened around him. A few shallow trusts later he came with a low moan, shooting his seed deeply into Jun. He collapsed on top of his lover’s body, trying to regulate his breaths as he felt the man underneath him trying to do the same. For a few minutes they stayed in that position until Kazunari rolled off to the side, staring at the ceiling. He still had a lot of questions he needed to ask but at the same time he didn’t want to do anything but sleep. In the end his curiosity won. He turned his head to the man next to him, meeting the staring eyes. He reached out his hand and softly caressed his cheek.
“I missed you. Where have you been all these years? Why didn’t you come back, not even once? I’m…” Jun placed his slim finger on Ninomiya’s lips.
“Sst, just sleep. Now is not the time for all those questions”
“Then when is? Who says you won’t be gone before I wake up. And don’t say you will, you never know what will happen. Just like back then, one second you were still here, the next you were gone.” Kazunari sat up a little to look in the other mans eyes. “They told me they would ban you to the other district in exchange for me to be even more loyal to the City Council. They didn’t want to execute you, seeing you were my lover, the lover of the vice-president. It would put a shame on the City Council. But the next morning they told me you were dead, killed by the people of the poor district. At first I didn’t believe them but the guards say they saw it happening. Sho’s boyfriend of that time saw it and I believed him. How? How can it be that you are still alive?” for a few minutes neither of them said anything. Ninomiya could see Jun was trying to find his words, trying to figure thing out for himself.
“I didn’t remember anything. Ohno-sensei had found me in the forest, barely alive and he saved me. I have lived with him and Aiba-san for all these years as Mori, the mysterious man from the forest.” They both softly giggled at that name before Jun continued. “When Sakurai suddenly came to us I slowly started to remember parts of my past, but until the last time I saw you I didn’t even remember you, not even one single bit. I think the human’s brain does unimaginable things to protect itself.” Again he fell silent, not sure how to move on.
“But right before I saw you, right before I remembered you, I remembered being beaten. By the guards of the palace, probably the ones who told you about seeing me getting killed by the poor people. Sakurai’s boyfriend was one of them, I’m absolutely sure of that, but I can’t remember anyone else.” Ninomiya looked at him with big eyes. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. For all those years Jun had been alive but the man himself hadn’t known who he was. But even more important, he had been lied to by the man he had been the most loyal to for all those years. He had believed the people of the poor district had killed his lover; he had hated those people for it. It felt like his whole world collapsed again, just like the day he had heard his lover had been killed.
“I need those plans” it took Ninomiya a little while before he knew what the man was talking about.
“I can’t give them to you. It is too dangerous; the president has eyes and ears everywhere. You will put yourself in danger. Not only yourself, but everyone of the poor district. At the moment we already are on the edge of a war and I can not risk those plans will be the cause of it. You can't have them, I’m sorry.”
“I think I understand, but that doesn’t mean I’m happy with it. But maybe you are right, maybe it’s better to wait.” They sighed and Ninomiya’s gaze went back to the ceiling. Suddenly Jun changed the subject.
"Masaki deserves to know the truth. If you know the reason behind his capture please tell me. Even if it was Sakurai-san who did it. To be honest that would only make it even easier to keep him from here."
"It wasn't Sho. It was…it was me" Kazunari didn’t dare to look at the other man. He felt even more ashamed of himself. He could feel the burning eyes of the man next to him, wanting to know more but waiting for him to come with it himself.
“I feel so stupid now. It brought back so many memories of us, how I got hurt so bad. I didn’t want him to go through the same and I thought this was the way to prevent it from happening. But in the end I think I am the one who made the same thing happen. I didn’t think about that, I got entangled in my own misery and acted without thinking about the consequences. Now Sho doesn’t want to see me anymore. I can’t reach him, but I’m afraid he will drown if someone doesn’t do anything.”
“I’m sure he will understand one day. It will just take some time for him to calm down a bit. Just give him some time. And for now, just go to sleep. I think you have had enough for today.” Ninomiya yawned as if he wanted to mark Jun’s point.
“Stay with me?”
“Only if you will go to sleep right now” Kazunari nodded and made himself comfortable. It didn’t take long before he was sleeping soundlessly.
***
When Ninomiya woke up the next mourning he didn’t feel a warm body pressed to his side like he had expected. Still sleepy he rubbed his eyes and looked around in his room. Empty. For a moment he panicked but the he realized the other man must have gone back to his house, seeing it was still dangerous for him to be in this district. The ripped shirt on the ground made sure it hadn’t been just a dream. He couldn’t stop the smile that appeared on his face when he picked it up. He slowly started to feel less drowsy as he realized something was missing. Last night he had scattered the documents of the power machine all over the floor in his room, but not a single paper was lying on the floor anymore.
“Bastard!” Cursing loudly he grabbed some nearby clothes and dressed himself while he rushed out of his room.