There's always only You and me...
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun/Oguri Shun
Rating: R
Beta: tsuchi8562 & geminib
Genre: fluff, romance
Warning: nothing
Disclaimer: yeah, make me feel totally poor, because I can't afford them!
Summary: They are addicted to each other. After years, still.
A/N: My first fic ever. After a lot of nagging I decided to translate it into English (with help, of course, my dear sister). It's a gift for geminib for being my twin sister and loving the same idols and pairings things as me.
- Are you sure she won't tell anything? - Jun stretched on the bed and turned head toward Shun.
- She won't. Maybe she would like to, really, just to make my life painful, but that kind of scandal could affect her carrier too - Shun was leaning on, smoking cigarette emotionlessly. His last girlfriend moved out from his flat, which belonged only to him now and he couldn't refrain from using this opportunity. He inhaled smoke deeply, after a moment he blew it out from the bottom of his lungs and stroked Jun's head smiling. - It's been a pity watching her face when she found out though...
Jun sighed and looked at the ceiling. Well, situation was absolutely disturbing. Shun left for few days to shoot a movie and coincidentally Jun was near... It wasn't hard to arrange a meeting in the hotel suite, even more than once. And while one of those meetings this idiotic girl decided to surprise Shun. Her face, when she saw Jun kissing her fianse's neck, who seemed longing...
- I wouldn't want it to leak out. Never. Even my band doesn't know.
How many years? Almost eight. They made up, broke up, had better and worse times, tried other relationships. And always ended together, in bed.
- You didn't tell them? You don't meet anybody officially; it has to seem strange for them.
Jun turned his head. How he could say it? That there are two couples in the band and sometimes he feels that he doesn't belong?
- You know... They have each other... Sho hugs happy or depressed Aiba all the time, Nino teases Oh-chan, who seems to sleep eternally, well, he's not fully conscious. And me? I try to work, complete my things and go somewhere, where I won't see how they're in love and prove everybody, means me, that they are heavenly and absolutely in love. I'm not needed at all!
Jun has never behaved like this. Of course, he was a perfectionist, but he never complained about his band mates. Shun understood that - work was his great passion too. But there were some other things, maybe even more important, so he put down the cigarette, quickly leaned on Jun and whispered straight into his ear:
- There's somebody, who needs you very much, who can't see world without you.
Matsumoto sighed. Shun puffed warm air into Jun's ear, what never failed to bring him to ecstasy.
- Shun...
- Mhm...? - Oguri was busy with nuzzling into Jun's hair which smelled like grapefruit shampoo.
- I envy them...
Shun straightened a bit. Something new.
- I envy them. Despite everything we're in one band and we can see each other pretty often, on rehearsals, recording, meetings. They can meet each other so often... And we? Moments stolen from shared schedules, hours spent on meetings instead of sleep. I can see Bakanishi more often than you!
Shun raised his hand. He wanted to sink it into Jun's hair, but out of habit he caressed lover's cheek. He felt some moisture.
- Don't cry. For me you're the most important. Even if it means seeing each other once a year, I'm gonna wait for it. And stop mentioning Jin, I feel jealous - Shun turned Jun's face to see it better. He started to kiss off tears. Salty, wet, but those were tears of his beloved Jun. - Jin is away, so can you forget him, Puppy?
Jun chuckled. In this kind of moments Shun always calls him Puppy, as he claimed his eternal likeness for Momo's role in Kimi wa Petto.
- I can. But I wouldn’t be able to forget about you...
There was some whirling on the bed and in the way that only Jun knew he found himself on top of Shun. He looked carefully, as if Shun wasn’t his lover but a victim which only wants to escape.
- Jun… Why did you come?
Matsumoto straighten his back and rose up. Somebody could think that they are shooting a scene for some kind of romance drama. Naked, beautiful marble body like Michelangelo’s statue came closer to the window and looked outside, on Tokyo at night.
- I wanted to see you. I wanted to know if you are alright. If this psycho didn’t do anything bad to you. - Jun leaned softly against the glass and looked on city’s lights. - I wanted to know if you still care about me…
- Puppy, you think too much. - Shun stood up from the bed and came up to Jun, standing behind him. His hands started to wander around Matsumoto’s body. - Relax. You don’t have to work tomorrow. You’re with me now. Be the one I adore. My innocent puppy.
Jun turned around and looked straight into Shun’s eyes; he raised his hands to hold Oguri’s face.
- I want to be only your puppy…
Shun kissed Jun. They’re alone, nobody will disturb them and the lights of Tokyo at night will keep them company while every caress of the night. The ones on the floor under the window, the ones on bed, the ones under the shower when tired with their own love they will taste indolent ecstasy. And the sunrise will find them, embraced as if they weren’t able to wake up anymore.
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A/N2: I hope I haven't left any Gen's additional marks ;)