[Multichapter] Negai (Wish - 10/14)
Title: ねがい ch. # 10 (Wish)
Authors: geminib
Beta: tsuchi8562
Banner: tsuchi8562
Pairing: Junba, Jun X Koyuki
Genre: Romance, Drama
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I wish I wouldn't have to answer this one, but hell! They're not mine, they belong to Johnny...
Summary: Jun misses something in his life, feeling the void in his heart growing with each day. Until something happens and shakes his world, crushes his familiar life, forcing him to choose a new path.
The sunlight slowly moved, jumping on the floor towards the bed. Half an hour later it already passed along the pale skin of a hand, which was hanging off the bed. Now it was spread on a lock of black silky hair, resting on the light sakura painted pillow cover. The sun moved a little and the beam of light jumped over the lock,stopping on the closed eyelid. The thick eyelashes trembled and at the same second, strong phone vibrations shook the nightstand.
Long fingers searched for the trembling device. While opening the cover with her eyes closed, Koyuki attached the phone to her ear and sleepily mumbled: "Hello?"
The line was disconnected immediately, and confused, she stared at the phone. Something was wrong…
"Shit!" fully awaken and realizing that it's not her, she opened the phone's cover and dialed her number, hearing the vibrations somewhere close.
The tall woman bent down off the bed and searched underneath the clothes, finding another phone under the nightstand. Holding both devices, one in each hand, she stared at them in shock. They were identical! Both were dark pink pearl! One of them vibrated again and she decided not to answer.
"Jun… Jun…" she wanted to touch his shoulder and to wake him up, but reluctantly pulled her hand back. She smiled, watchingthe man's sleeping face, slowly removing the blanket off, uncovering his shoulder, then his arm. Her gaze slipped down, like caressing the chest, his ribs…
"Skinny… like always… do you eat?" she moved the blanket a little more and peeked down to the flat stomach, the sticking out thigh bone and her head moved closer… She could smell him, watching his stomach rising and falling with each calm breath. Enjoying watching the view in front of her eyes for a couple of long moments, sniffing his scent, she finally pulled the blanket more, uncovering his morning erection and licked it. She liked the feeling of his stretched silky skin under her tongue. He smelled good at the morning, like a baby…
Without touching him with her hands, she leaned on her elbows and slipped her tongue on his erection, slightly pressing on the vein and when he moved a little, she took the tip in her mouth, gently circling the tongue around it, sliding with her lips down to the base and rising the head up, sucking, letting the vacuum effect to pull her down and went up again.
Still sleeping, his hips slowly adjusted to her tempo and soon instinctively, he started to raise his lower half, meeting her mouth. One of his hands clutched the sheet tightly, while the other one moved up, above his head, grasping the metal bed bars with white from the tension fingers.*******
He arched, still wrapped in a dream, parting his lips, shooting his sperm in the hot mouth, feeling the tight lips around him… moaning loudly and forcefully pushing himself up, closer, tighter…
His hand brushed through her hair, gently caressing the earlobe: "Masa…" he started sleepily and stretched like a cat with his eyes still closed. Then abruptly, he sat on the bed, his eyes widened while looking at her, suddenly fully awaken.
… "Koyuki... he pulled her up for a kiss. Jun was finally awake, his night dream mixed up with the morning reality and he liked the reality better. It was a familiar situation to him, being with a woman. Koyuki's finger traced his back, following down the spine to his butt cheeks, slightly caressing between them and he moaned in her mouth, embracing tighter, laying her down on the bed and slipping his hand between her legs… The morning started exactly the way he loved it.
"I need a shower. Let's go together." He moaned into the kiss.
*******
Sho woke up in the living room and stretched on the sofa. The sun was already up, shining through the wooden shutters.
"Coffee" was his first thought and the rapper sat up. The room was a little chilly, which means that the autumn is here already and soon they will have to shoot the PV for Jun's drama.
They will be busy again and he will be too distracted to think about Masaki and Jun. Well… he was the only responsible adult here…
The phone vibrated on the coffee table in front of him.
"Hi Nino!" He went to the kitchen to make a coffee. "How was your talk yesterday?"
Nino hesitated for a second.
"I think that Jun is more confused than he was before… but at least he knows some of the truth…"
"What happened? What did you tell him?" He took a sip of the coffee.
"Well, almost everything about us and we tried to make him understand that it's important to follow your heart and that Aiba-kun loves him, but you know how he is. He freaked out and mumbled something about you."
"What?!" Sho almost chocked and put the glass on the kitchen table.
"He said that he can't do this to you. That he wants you to be with Masaki… By the way, where were you yesterday? I was trying to call you. Tell Masaki not to contact Jun yet."
Sho sat on the chair and held his had with both hands.
"I think it's too late, Nino-kun… What time is it? I will call him now. Call Jun-kun."
He called and called, but Aiba didn't pick the phone. Sho dialed Nino's number again: "Maybe everything is ok and he is talking with him right now?".
"I can't reach Jun also… he is not answering", Nino was worried.
"Maybe they are talking now? Let's wait a little. Call him this afternoon and check again."
"You are right. I'll go to his apartment later. Just to check." Nino hung up.
Sakurai went to the bathroom, he desperately needed a shower. He was still wearing his yesterday's clothes.
*******
Masaki was sitting in his living room, still holding his phone for the past thirty minutes.
The phone kept ringing, but he couldn't answer Sho's calls. What could he possibly say to him? That he was confused? That his stomach twisted in some kind of strange way?
He opened it again and looked at the last dialed number… Again… It was Jun's! Then, why would a strange woman answer his call? When did he get so close to a woman? So close, that now she even answers his phone calls? He felt angry, because just a couple of days ago Jun came to him, begging to be accepted and he turned him down.
"What happened in these few days? What a horny sex maniac he is, dragging women into his bed, when only a few days ago he wanted to be with me?!" Aiba's blood rushed to his head. He was mad now.
The tall man went to the bathroom and washed his face. He will go to Jun's house and confront him. He will ask him directly what is going on. His phone vibrated again and he answered it without thinking.
"Masaki, I need to talk to you. Please don't go out. I am coming to your house." And Sho hand up before hearing Aiba's answer.
*******
Jun was already on his way up to his apartment. He was happy. No, he felt like he grew wings. He wanted to jump and sing and cry from happiness. God damn it! He made love to Koyuki-san! He remembered himself in love back then, when they worked together. Trembling with each touch, scared of each glance at first and blushing after a few weeks of mutual work, he wanted her to notice him then, to notice and to like him. He hoped that she will continue the kiss more than was allowed at the scene, that she will contact him after work. He wasn't that lucky then.
That's why he felt that his feet don't touch the floor, when he opened the elevator door and stepped out to the corridor, heading to his apartment.
Somebody was there, sitting near his door. Jun stopped and hesitated, when the figure rose up and waved.
"Nino! What are you doing here? Why didn't you call?"
"Idiot! Your phone was disconnected the whole day! I left dozens of messages… check it!" Nino
pointed at the phone in Jun's hand. "Are these the same clothes from yesterday?"
"Later. Let's go in! Want something to drink?" and Matsumoto took the keys off his bag, thanking god that having a lot of sex isn't noticeable... even by a magician.
He closed the door behind them, threw his bag on the table, together with the keys and the pink phone and disappeared in his bedroom.
"There is a beer in the fridge!" He shouted from there. "I'm going to take a quick shower, so help yourself."
Nino opened the fridge and took a bottle of the cold beer. "I'm OK! Don't worry!"
Jun closed the shower door behind him and looked at the mirror. The last day's events seemed so far away from him, Aiba-chan was so distant. Maybe this was meant to be? This was his test and he failed it. When he had his first opportunity, he slipped and fell into a woman's arms.
It wasn't so difficult for him… to find a woman who would likely sleep with him… But this woman wasn't "any woman"…then why, despite his satisfaction, something was missing, again?
*******
Nino sat on the sofa, drinking the beer and staring at the TV. Boring…
The phone vibrated on the table and he glanced at it. "What takes Jun so long in the shower?
It's not that he has THAT much to wash… " Nino smirked and wanted to shut the phone down, it kept ringing constantly since Jun entered the shower. He picked the phone up and opened it just out of curiosity… What the hell? The number on the screen belonged to Jun… Was it some kind of joke?
"I thought you have it!" the voice on the other side belonged to a woman and she didn't even
waited for his answer. "Don't move, I have your phone, it won't stop ringing. I'll be at your apartment in a couple of minutes. We'll exchange the phones. Is it ok with you?"
"Un…" was all Nino could say.
"I just… wanted to say, that I enjoyed out night… and the morning." She whispered before hanging up.
He stood there with his mouth wide open, silently looking at the black screen. It was obviously Jun's phone… But who was this woman?! He quickly opened the menu and checked the phone id… It wasn't Jun's. Nino stored the phone's number in his mobile and managed to hide it in his pocket just on time.
"Hi! What happened to you?" Jun was out of the shower, all soft and warm, wrapped in his bath robe, holding a hair dryer in his hands.
"Me? Nothing…" Nino felt the danger approaching. He knew that something terrible will happen the second the younger will find out, he answered his call and like a small animal, the short guy searched for the way out.
"I need to go. The manager called. There is a commercial meeting. Bye!!!" He grabbed his bag and disappeared behind the door, leaving his astonished friend wondering what was this all about.
Jun took the bag off the table and hung it behind the door, then took the phone and looked at the last calls. His eyes found a familiar number and after a second he recognized that it belonged to him. Jun pressed the button.
"Moshi, moshi? Jun?" hearing Koyuki's voice calmed him a little.
"Hi, what happened to the phone number?" he still couldn't catch what happened.
"We switched our phones… they look the same. I'll stop at your apartment in a few minutes, I need my phone. I won't stay long. You said it's ok."
"I did? Then it is ok. Come on up…" and he rushed to clean the living room after Nino, thinking that it was very convenient that the brat was already gone.
*******
The taxi stopped in front of the building and a tall woman stepped out, saying something to the taxi driver, who silently shook his head and stopped the engine.
"So she won't be long" Nino thought, while sitting in his car at the parking lot in front of the building. He couldn't see her face from a distance, but he couldn't leave the things as they are. He NEEDED to know. Desperately needed. After 15 minutes waiting, he put on his sun glasses and a hat and stepped out of the car, heading the building, when the front door opened again and she hurried out, checking her make up in the small mirror. Nino stepped back and when the woman raised her face and waved to the driver, his jaw almost hit the sidewalk, he was standing on. Nino gasped for air, he felt like his lungs suddenly emptying out and searched for a place to sit.
*******
Jun took the cup with his black coffee and stepped out to the tiny balcony, leaning his elbows on the banister and watching the street below. He lit a cigarette and zipped his jacket, it was already chilly outside at this hour.
The guy inhaled, enjoying the moment. He was relaxed, his tension was gone together with all the negative attitude and a bad mood and maybe for the first time for almost a year he wasn't thinking about his band mates. It was just her body and her scent that drove him crazy for the past day. He was happy about it. It was as natural as breathing for him; he had no questions and no doubts at the moment. He won't think about Aiba anymore… He will let him be happy with Sho. It was possible for him to substitute Aiba in his heart with Koyuki, it worked for Aiba and Sho… He just wanted to be happy and not on Sho's behalf.
*******
They all were gathered at the make up room, when Jun rushed inside, all smiles and a good mood. Four pair of eyes turned to check him out, when all they could see was the bright aura of a strange happiness suddenly surrounding his lately gloomy face.
"What’s with him?" Sho glanced at Nino.
"I have no idea" Nino lowered his eyes and looked at the script, desperately trying to find there an answer for his thoughts.
"I don't believe you." Sho dragged him to the other side of the room.
"We need to talk. I already asked Masaki not to talk to him, he supposed to be depressed… what happened yesterday? Don't sell me your 'Don't know'! I know when you are lying."
"I can't tell you yet, please don't ask… I just think that maybe he is more confused than we thought. Please let me check this first." He bowed.
"OK, I just don't know how long I can do this… babysit Masaki… we are not a couple anymore…" he returned to his place.
"I'll fix it. Promise." the shorter one smiled.
*******
Nino sat at the bar and nervously looked at the front door each time it opened. The last thing he wanted is to be spotted again by some paparazzi. He was called to Johnny's office several times already for visiting too many bars. Now he just wanted to finish this and to bring things to normal before Jun will be scold by the "old guy" for having an affair. This wasn't some gravure model or a fan… She wasn't even an idol… this was a woman… she'd want a family, kids… Jun is so soft, naïve, decent…. Nino held his head between his hands and felt the headache approaching.
"Hey!" A hand landed on his shoulder, awakening him up from his thoughts.
"You scared me…" Nino rubbed his shoulder and raised the eyes to Shun.
"What happened now? I'm used to be called whenever my friend causing troubles".
"I am sorry… you are right…" Nino looked at his glass. "I just thought that you are spending a lot of time with him now, when you are shooting the drama and next month it will be aired…. You probably became closer at times like this."
"Let's see what I can do. Are there problems in his and Aiba's heaven?"
"Oh stop it… there is no heaven. He is slipping out of our hands. I think he is going to be in troubles soon."
"What happened now?" Oguri waved to the barman, "The usual, please"
"He is dating a woman…"
"What's wrong with it? He is a guy…. "
"Who loves another guy…" Nino sighed, "And you should know it".
"I know it, but wouldn't it be wise to let him to find that out by himself?" Shun drank from his whisky and cleaned the vapor from the glass.
"I think that you are right, he should find it alone… I just want to help him somehow."
Looking at Nino's devastated face, the tall guy couldn't not to feel pity for him, somehow he wanted to help him. He wanted to make Jun happy too.
"You will need to tell me about this situation a little more. Who is the woman?"
"I can't tell you her name. Let's just say she is mature, older, wealthier, taller and prettier than him…"
"Don't tell me… you are afraid that he will fall for her and wants to marry…" Shun was amazed…
"Fuck Johnny's rules! Maybe he doesn't want Aiba-kun anymore? He could change his mind! We don't speak about our sex life that often on the set, you know."
Nino looked at Shun and suddenly a brilliant idea hit him.
"That's what I'd like to check. I want to know if Jun is completely over Masaki." His smile
was naughty, when he faced Oguri. "I will need your contacts in the so called 'entertainment industry'…" He paused. "Oguri-kun, do you know any discrete and an extremely good looking male host?"
The taller man chocked with the beer and while coughing, spitted the content of his mouth all over Nino…
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