[Multichapter] Negai (Wish - 13/14)
Title: ねがい ch. # 13(Wish)
Authors: geminib
Beta: tsuchi8562
Banner: tsuchi8562
Pairing: Junba, Nino
Genre: Romance, Drama
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I wish I wouldn't have to answer this one, but hell! They're not mine, they belong to Johnny...
Summary: Jun misses something in his life, feeling the void in his heart growing with each day. Until something happens and shakes his world, crushes his familiar life, forcing him to choose a new path.
Ch 13
Aiba turned in his sleep and his hand landed on an empty space beside him. He opened the eyes at once and looked around. Jun wasn't there.
"I knew it…" The tall man sat on the bed rubbing the eyes. "I knew he'll run away in the morning… like a…"
Searching for the right word, he threw the sheet away and stood up, stretching.
"Like a… cowar… Hey!" He suddenly paused, looking around, his eyes widened, "This is
Jun's bedroom…"
Astonished Masaki walked out of the bedroom, following the splashing sound that led him
towards the bathroom. Slowly opening the door, he looked inside, but the steam was too heavy and Masaki just entered. Well… he needed to brush his teeth. And to pee…
"You can have the spare tooth brush." Jun said behind the shower door. He was humming in
the bathroom. Masaki brushed his teeth, trying to ignore the sounds Jun's hand was
making, soaping his body. He remembered it so well… years of seeing Jun naked in the
showers… He felt the erection growing between his legs. Well… he had practice in this
too… a hard on in the same shower…
The tall man leaned forward, washed his mouth and spitted in the sink. He couldn't join
Jun. He was afraid to scare him… He wanted to be sure… Jun has to make the first move
and then… then he will know for sure… if he can behave spontaneou…
Aiba was in the middle of his thoughts, when a wet warm body pressed to his back from
behind, suddenly making him to shiver and soft and steaming hands slipped under his
arms, wrapping around his naked body. He froze, unable to breathe.
They stood like that for a while, listening to each other's heartbeats…
"I'm getting cold" Jun whispered.
"We should do something about that…" Aiba's whispered back.
"What should we do about it?"
"We can go there…" Masaki turned to face Jun and moved his head towards the shower.
"The water is still running…" The younger didn't move, slowly sinking in Masaki's brown
eyes.
"Yes… maybe we should…" Aiba made a step to the shower, Jun followed, one step after
another.
Soon the shower door shut behind them, but their eyes were still locked, unable to move,
they just embraced each other under the falling water.
They kissed under the stream. It was softer than a cloud, sweeter than a cotton candy.
Masaki surrounded Jun's shoulder and Jun hugged the taller man's waist. One tongue
caressing the other, hands sliding on each other's backs, slightly massaging the skin,
lips slipping down the wet jaw, a head lifted, exposing the neck. Jun's pink tongue
licked the water from Masaki's long neck. Soft moan escaping… He stuck one hand into
Aiba's wet hair, caressing his nape, gently pulling into more demanding kiss. Both
moaned, moving their hips against each other.
"I…" moaned Jun, "I can't get how it will be possible to shower together from now on…
I'd die if I were in your place all these years… how… could you stand it?"
Aiba parted their lips and held Jun's head between his palms.
"I was…" he paused, "I was touching myself, coming in the next cabin, when you…"
Jun attached their lips, sucking Aiba's last words.
"I want you…" His voice cracked.
They barely could find the way to the bedroom on their unstable legs, bumping into
furniture, unable to separate their lips, hands desperately searching for more bare skin
to touch, mouth for more to taste.
"I want you…" Masaki whispered against Jun's skin.
"What next?" Jun looked at his lover.
"Where do you keep condoms?" Aiba asked.
"Do you? I've never…" The younger backed off.
"I am not going to give you blowjobs all your life, what do you think?"
"In the drawer… But… I've never done this… I can't just let you fuck me!" Jun was
suddenly scared.
"Baka! The condom is for you! I'll tell you when to put it on!" Masaki took the package
and threw one condom on the bed, "Now follow my orders…" He pulled Jun closer, kissing
him, cutting his protests off.
The next was so exciting and fast for Jun to remember. Kissing and touching Masaki's
body, following his instructions, one lubed finger slid into the ass, another one,
massaging the swollen spot inside, making his lover moan and rise his hips according his
movements. He felt Aiba's hands on him, putting the condom on his erection, gently
stroking above with his lubed hand.
The taller man pulled Jun closer, so he was on top. "Now, pretend that you see that
woman you thought I am… Just push inside."
The younger pulled his fingers out, "I don't want to see a woman. I want to see you" And
he placed his erection against his lover's entrance.
"I want you to push now…" Aiba hugged his lover's waist with his legs and pulled him
closer, causing him to slid inside.
Jun exploded in a few seconds, he has never felt so tight before and it surprised him.
Seeing Masaki's hand pumping his length, he pushed it away.
"I'll never let you jerk off on me again" And without thinking much, he took Aiba's erection in his mouth. He felt the bitter taste of his lover's pre cum and imitated what he remembered from Masaki's last night's action, twirled his tongue around the tip, using his hand, sucking and pumping. He liked doing it. He loved the taste and the sounds that this man made.
"Stop, I'm coming" Masaki tried to stop him, but Jun just pushed his hand away,
continuing, till he felt the sperm shut in his mouth.
He managed to swallow it and lifted his head to look at Aiba, who was laying spread on the bed.
"Are you ok? Was I any good?" Jun licked his lips, lying beside.
Masaki turned to him and the younger man saw a tear gathering in the corner of his lover's eye.
"You… you were perfect…" He said, "I wished for it for so long, so don't you dare stop
doing this, because I won't let you go."
Jun smirked, "I have no intention to go… so prepare for many… and I mean many like
these." He winked at Aiba. "You remember what they say about me…"
The mobile vibrated inside his bag.
"You better answer, it might be important." Masaki said.
*****
The grey wall was the only thing Jun could stare at from Johnny's office, while waiting
for him to arrive. He was late and that was a bad sign. He was always late when he had
bad news.
Jun tried to remember what he has done wrong for the last time, but nothing came into
his head. The door opened and the old man entered the room.
"Good afternoon." Jun jumped on his legs, bowing.
"Sit." Was the shortest answer he heard from this man.
Jun sat down in front of Johnny's desk and watched as the old man slowly opened the
drawer.
"Can you explain this?" The newspaper was put in front of him. He was smiling at Koyuki,
in front of her elevator doors, holding groceries. Their hands were in each other's
pockets… they looked in love.
"I…" Jun didn't know what to say at all. He wasn't expecting that. Somehow he was
relieved that Johnny found out, but this publicity was too much for him.
"You what?" Johnny was already calmed down. He already has fired and hired back at least
10 staff people, including his personal stylist and a Jun's manager. He wasn't so angry
anymore.
"But…" Johnny said to himself. "Although this boy is flawless and I love him as my own
child, I mustn't spoil him."
"Matsumoto." The old man started and Jun lowered his head.
"Look at me! I see that you can't explain this to me. Do you want me to remind you our
contract conditions? Under the personal status, dating, marriage and this kind of shit?"
"No. I am aware to all this." Jun whispered.
"I am glad to hear that. Do you know how do we call this? "Johnny raised his voice, "You
breached the contract. What should I do now?"
"I will take the responsibility." Jun stood up and bowed. "I am sorry I caused the
agency so many problems. Please don't force me to resign…I need to stay with…"
Johnny's mouth opened widely, threatening with teeth loss. He hit the table with his
hand.
"Who was talking about your resignation?! Are you an idiot?! OH MY GOD! And I took this idiot in without any audition! I am the biggest idiot here, I should have tested your brains before!"
Jun's back hurt, when he bowed, still waiting for his punishment.
"Sit down, you'll hurt your back. I still need your dance abilities!" Johnny wasn't
angry anymore. He always found this guy's politeness and his use of keigo when he turned
to him, amusing. He won't let him go because of some fucking around. But the publicity,
God damn it!
Jun sat down, looking at the tip of his toes.
"I have decided what will be your punishment." Johnny opened his notebook, finally
getting Jun's attention.
"You will have to break up with this woman. I have already spoke to her agency. But I
have to tell you, that she is not so easy… too stubborn. You deal with her!"
"I will have to… anyway…" Jun whispered.
"What?" The older man rose his brow. "Never mind. Later today, you will go to say your
farewell goodbyes to your mom and dad… and people you want to… because…"
Jun's eyes widened, he waited for the worse to come.
"You are going for a while. Take summer clothes and your passport. Nothing casual, and
only two summer suits."
Jun's heart sunk. "I… where? Why?"
"Hawaii… Finding location for "Gokusen Special - Sawada Shin touring Hawaii" or
something like that. Why? Because I said so!" Johnny pressed the intercom: "Matsumoto-
san is leaving, prepare everything for tomorrow's flight and the hotel and prepare the
staff."
"Tomorrow…" Matsumoto whispered, feeling weak.
"You!" Johnny stood up. "Go and break up with her first, then refer to it as a vacation.
Enjoy!"
"Johnny-san... excuse me… when I will be coming back?"
"I will send you a message, when time comes. I can't afford giving you a long
vacations... people will say I spoil you too much! You are a part of the "Arashi",
after all…"
*****
Koyuki sat on the tip of her bed, looking at the mobile phone. It was vibrating in her
hand for fifth time. She had no intention to answer.
"Stupid old man!"She knew that he controls them all, that Jun's contract is no different
from the others'… that this is the end of their relationships.
What was she thinking to herself? That this idol, this goose who lays golden eggs could
freely choose his love life? That he will love her… Suddenly she recalled their first
night: "Can I… ?" She remembered Jun's hoarse voice… "You said when I am… in trouble…"
His jaw, twisted in pain … he was so needy. He didn't want her, he was already hurt and
in love… She realized it suddenly. They simply needed each other's heat. They needed to
fill the emptiness in their hearts. And now it was over. He wasn't her pet anymore.
She will let him go without any regrets. She will let him be happy. After all, this is
what love is about…
*****
Jun dialed again. She wasn't answering his calls and he knew that it will be tough.
He called Masaki instead.
"Hi."
"Hey there." Aiba's voice sent warm waves down his spine.
"I missed you all day…" Jun simply said.
"Me too. Want to come to my place?"
"I have to do something first. I will come later."
"I see… something important?" He could hear a small change in Masaki's voice, but
couldn't tell him… not yet.
"Not as important as you… but I have to do it anyway. I'll come to your place later."
"Alright then… see you later", Aiba's voice cracked and Jun felt an urge to ran to him
and convince him that he was the most important thing in his life… but he had to obey
Johnny's orders. He had to do what was expected from him. That's who he was.
"Masaki…"
"What?"
"I love you."
He almost heard Aiba's smile in his reply, "I know, baka. See you later."
*****
Jun waited in the taxi outside her building. He called again, when surprisingly she
answered his call.
"Hi." Her voice was cold.
"Hi… we need to talk…" He tried to sound cheerful, but something blocked the words.
"Come up, I'll open the intercom for you." She hung up.
Jun got out of the taxi and almost run to the entrance, quickly getting in, covering the
face with his hat and glasses and jumping inside the open elevator.
Despite his all precautions, there was one fast flash behind his back, which he couldn't
see.
*****
Aiba opened his eyes and blinked. The sunlight filled the room through open shades and
he looked on his watch. It was already 8:00…
"Jun…" Masaki took his phone. No missed calls. There were no messages either.
"What the hell…" He went to the kitchen. While turning the electric kettle on, Masaki
pressed on the remote control and zapped.
His hand froze in the air, when he saw a familiar figure on the screen.
"Matsumoto Jun was spotted again last night entering Koyuki-san's building. He still hasn't
left it."
Masaki's hand fell down to his side. His fingers opened, releasing the remote control,
letting it to fall on the floor. Two batteries rolled under the table, awaking him from
his shock.
He heard the phone and rushed to it. Jun. He won't talk to him. Bastard! He should know
him better. The jealousy burnt in his chest, his stomach hurt. Masaki took a cigarette
out of the drawer in the living room. He lit it and inhaled, suddenly chocking and
coughing.
"What now?" His hand was shaking when bringing the cigarette back to his lips. "What
will happen now? Jun was probably lying in that woman's arms… " Aiba coughed again,
imagining Jun's naked sweaty torso on top of her.
"Shit! Damn it!" He put the cigarette out and leaned back on the carpet.
The phone kept vibrating and Masaki took the battery off, throwing it on the floor.
He had lots of things to do… better things… he thought on his way to the shower. He will
forget that this happened. He will call Yamapi and go somewhere. He was his friend after
all… he will survive… he always did…
Masaki turned the hot water on and took a long shower, falling water washed his tears,
blocking the sound of the doorbell and the loud knockings.
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