[One-shot] Just kiss
Title: Just kiss
Author: tsuchi8562
Beta: syunikiss1990 <-- Sankyu ♥
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating: PG-15
Genre: School AU
Disclaimer: I don't owe anything, just the cute plot.
Summary: Aiba likes his senpai a lot... Does his senpai like him too?
A/N: Inspired by comrade Yamapi's song... Really, just by few lines...
He really didn’t care anymore. His heart was skipping a beat every single time he met his senpai and friend, Sakurai Sho. He also stopped caring about such trivial things like appearances or others’ opinion; he admitted that he was gay around a year ago when he had his first experience with another man. It was just a kiss, quite innocent one and he liked it a lot back then. Now somehow he wanted more and he wanted to do it with this particular boy.
“Aiba-kun? Are you okay? You spaced out again…”
“I’m sorry, Sakurai-senpai… I just…” Masaki bit his lower lip when he saw the latter’s face, a bit concerned with gentle wrinkle on his forehead and lips delicately pouted. What was wrong with him? Why is he acting like a total idiot whenever they are alone?! The younger one took a deep breath and managed to calm down the race that his heart was making. “I am just thinking about the English test I have in a few days…”
“You’re worried?” Sho smiled and leaned back against the wall of their wooden hut. Aiba made this with his friends and it was their secret hideout whenever they wanted to skip classes or just spend some time together.
“A bit… I am not good in English… I understand a lot but somehow I can’t make a correct sentence.” Masaki hugged his knees and looked at the knag in the floor as if it was a golden ring or something even more valuable. Of course the exam was the last thing he had in his mind at the moment, but he couldn’t just say that he feels something to the man that was sitting next to him, so close yet so far.
“I can help you if you want.” Sakurai smiled and started to look for his notes in the bag.
“No, it’s okay, I’ll manage. Don’t worry…” The younger man kept looking at the ground and wondering if he should confess or say something.
“It’s no problem, really. Aiba-kun, I have a strange feeling that there is something that bothers you… Can I help you somehow?”
“No, I am fine, it’s just the test…” Masaki lied and decided to go back home. He was afraid that if he will stay here another minute he will do or say something that can’t be undone, so he stood up and grabbed his shoes and started to put them on. “I will go home and study… See you at school…”
“Masaki, wait!” Sho stood up and the younger one froze on the spot. Did his senpai just called him using his first name? Somebody please kill those butterflies I have in my stomach before I do something stupid…
“S-senpai…?” Aiba turned around and looked at the older boy and blushed. He felt the blood flowing to his cheeks and touched his face, embarrassed.
“I… I want you to stay a bit longer… With me… I mean here…” Usually eloquent Sakurai was stammering like if he was extremely nervous, even if he was the one who always spoke on the official occasions at school. The mind of the younger boy went crazy, as he thought that maybe… MAYBE… Maybe Sho feels the same way… Quickly that thought was pushed away efficiently enough to let him speak without breaking voice.
“Why? Did something happen?”
“No… I just… I don’t know how to say this…”
“Just say it…” Masaki bit his lower lip and deep inside he prayed for a miracle.
“Just promise me you won’t freak out…”
“Sakurai-senpai, can you just tell me what’s going on?”
“Yes… I…” Sho took a real deep breath and started to shoot words with the speed of a machine gun. “I know it’s weird and it can be quite shocking, but the fact is that I like you and… I mean I like you a bit more than a regular schoolmate or even a friend. I know I shouldn’t, probably… It’s nothing you hear from a senpai who happens to be the same sex… I wanted you to know that because I just can’t hide it anymore… I don’t feel well hiding this from you. You can do anything you want with this knowledge, laugh at me or hit me or whatever you can imagine but I thought that you should know and…”
“Sakurai-senpai…”
“… and I couldn’t hide it anymore because it was eating me all the time and…”
“Sho-kun!!!” Masaki shouted and came closer. So it was like that? Sakurai shared his feelings? No, this couldn’t be real… Too good to be true… “Slow down and please repeat the thing you said at the beginning…”
“I like you.” The older man stated, this time firmly, without any doubts in his voice, looking closely at the latter. If Aiba thought that his heart was beating fast before, he was totally wrong. He heard his heartbeats clearly now and wondered if Sakurai hears it too. In few quick steps Sho closed the distance between them and hugged the latter tight, moving away a bit after a while. “I’m sorry I didn’t want to scare you… If you won’t want to talk to me ever again, I’ll understand.”
“No, senpai… I… I feel the same way…” Masaki looked down, embarrassed. He was happy, but also shy and he didn’t have a clue how he should react. Should he hug the older man? Kiss him? Touch him? What? What he should do!?
“Dance with me…” Almost inaudible whisper left Sakurai’s throat.
“Excuse me?”
“Dance… I just want to slowly dance with you… C-can I?” Masaki’s nod was the only answer and the younger one was wondering how they could dance when there was no music, but Sho, as if he could read the other boy’s mind, took out his cell phone and played some slow, soft ballad. The older man pulled the latter closer, letting Aiba’s bag fall on the floor with loud thump. Sakurai leaded, swaying slowly, pulling Masaki even closer and placing both hands on the taller man’s lower back, just above the shaped butt. The younger boy had one hand on Sho’s shoulders and the other one on his chest, feeling his senpai’s heartbeat. The air became hot and when the song skipped to next one, also a slow one, they kept dancing, cuddled in silence. Sakurai’s hands wandered on the latter’s back and after a while he whispered.
“Masaki… I don’t know if it’s love or simple crush, but…”
“Sho-kun…”
“No, you don’t have to say anything… Just trust me; I won’t do anything you don’t want me to. We don’t have to hurry, right?” Sho moved away a bit to look in Aiba’s eyes and search for confirmation.
“No, we don’t… Sho-kun, I never… You know… I never…”
“Me neither… But we don’t have to do anything more, just kiss… Let’s wait with something more until we will sure that it’s love, okay?” Masaki nodded and smiled gently, blushing because he still was embarrassed and wanted to join their lips together, but was afraid to make any move as if Sakurai would burst like a bubble when he’ll dare to touch him. Meanwhile Sho was the first that moved closer and having his lips an inch from the latter’s he asked.
“Can I?” The hot breath tickled Aiba and he nodded, shivering gently from anticipation. When he felt the older man’s taste he felt that he will explode, both from the sensation and happiness. The kiss was sweet and slow; Sakurai’s tongue danced in the same rhythm as their hips were swaying before, exploring Masaki’s mouth skillfully. When a moan left Aiba’s throat Sho’s hands went down, touching the butt-cheeks and pulling the younger man closer making their crotches brush against each other. The taller one moved away and looked at his senpai with red cheeks and mumbled something incoherently, grabbing his bag and heading towards the door.
“Masaki… Did I do something wrong?”
“No… I am not ready for that… I’m sorry…” Aiba looked down and put his hand on the doorknob, wanting to escape and hide the small revolution that was happening in his pants.
“Masaki… I didn’t want to scare you…”
“It’s okay… Let’s end with the kiss for now, okay?”
“Yes, just kiss. For now…” Sho smiled happily, looking at the younger boy.
“See you tomorrow at school?”
“Yes and maybe later here? I wanna dance with you again and again…” Sakurai’s words echoed on the other side of the door when Masaki blushed and ran towards his home.