[Multi-chapter] Change (12/??)
Title: Change
Authors: tsuchi8562
Bet: andreja1989 ArigaPYON~!
Pairing: SakurAiba, Aimiya (friendship), Yama (friendship), Junba (friendship)
Genre: AU, Romance, Drama, School
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: They are not ours, they belong to themselves...
A/N: Please don’t kill me *sniff*
*MASTERPOST*
The train was rushing through the country, taking Sho to his beloved Tokyo; far away from the place he lost his soul. Many times after the trip to Kobe he promised himself that he won’t go there anymore… Everything was fine at first but then his mother had to spoil everything. He had to visit her though; he still didn’t reach the proper age to become fully independent. Sakurai decided to take a nap because he couldn’t sleep well last night. Just before he was about to fall asleep his thoughts ran towards Masaki. What was he doing now? Was he waiting for him or playing with his friends? Maybe training? The student opened his eyes and sighed, looking at blurry green picture behind the window. He wasn’t able to see Aiba for long three days and he was missing him a lot. Apparently text messages weren’t enough for him. He took off at the Tokyo station and looked at his cell phone. It was still quite early, but the classes are certainly over already. Without thinking twice he dialed Masaki’s number and waited long 5 tones till the latter picked up.
“Sho-chan?” The bright voice on the other side welcomed him. “Are you back?”
“Yes, I am in Tokyo. Do you have time now?”
“Not at this moment… I have to pack my stuff; you know I have a school trip tomorrow. But we can meet in two hours or so… Just tell me where…”
“Can you come to my place?” Sho didn’t know why his voice trembled while asking this question. It sounded as if he was still afraid that something had changed when he was away. That his boyfriend decided to leave him, even though his mind was telling him it is not true.
“I will be there for sure. I’ll call you when I will be on my way. Now I have to go, the quicker I finish packing the sooner we’ll see each other, ne?” Masaki paused and took a deep breath. “I love you…” He whispered and hung up. Sakurai smiled to the last words and looking at his phone he said:
“Me too…” With heart full of peace and head full of ideas of how he will greet his beloved kouhai he was walking slowly to his home, deciding not to take the bus. The weather was nice and he had lots of time before the meeting. Sho put his earphones on and got lost with the music when suddenly he felt somebody’s hand on his shoulder. Startled, he turned around and saw the face of one of his ex-friends, a boy that used to be his best friend. One year ago they were in the same class, but because of Sho’s situation his grades went down and he had to change classes.
“You weren’t at school again… Sakurai-kun…”
“It’s not your business Nakamura…” Sho wanted to go away but the grip on his shoulder became stronger. He looked at the latter, wondering if he will get involved in another fight again.
“Mine or not, the principle should know why you are skipping classes… What is it Sho?”
“As I said, it’s not your business. If you can be so kind, leave me alone.”
“Alone? Yes, you will be alone forever, you monster… Every friend left you and don’t say fairytales about not being a real friend. I know you are evil, just don’t know what exactly you are doing… So tell me? Drugs? Yakuza? Prostitution?” The blood in Sho’s veins started to boil, but he managed to cool off thinking about Masaki. He won’t leave him for sure, so this punk can say whatever he wants!
“If you don’t have anything else to say I will be grateful if you let me go.” Sakurai was surprised by the calmness of his voice.
"As you wish, but you should leave school... Before something bad will happen... to anyone." Nakamura smirked and slowly walked away, whistling some annoying song, very popular nowadays. Was it a threat? Does he know about their relationship with Masaki? Suddenly Sho wanted to call Aiba but after second thought he decided to let it go. They will meet in a while and that was the only thing that mattered. Sighing with a relief he went inside his apartment and started to clean a bit. Because he couldn't stand the silence he turned on the radio and focused on dusting the book shelf. Suddenly the familiar sound invaded his ears... the same which not so long ago was whistled by Nakamura... Along with the song Sho's former classmate's word came back. You will be alone forever. Everybody will leave you in the end. Masaki...
The doorbell sang and Sakurai jumped startled. Like a ghost he wandered to the door and opened them. He must have looked terrible because Aiba's smile disappeared as soon as he saw Sho.
"Sho-chan, are you..." Masaki didn't manage to end the question because he was pulled in tight embrace.
"Don't leave me... Please tell me you won't leave me. You are mine, ne? Tell me..."
"I won't leave you. Why can't you trust me?" The younger boy pushed Sakurai away to look in his eyes. "Were you hurt so badly that you can't trust anyone anymore?" The tone of Masaki's voice pierced his heart. Yes, he was hurt. All of his life was one big pain. Everybody was leaving him. No matter how many promises were made, in the end he was alone. Sakurai had enough... he simply had enough of loneliness... No more... In the background the same awful tune was still playing when Sho pushed Aiba against the door and kissed him forcefully at first, calming down after a moment. Masaki gasped for air as soon as their lips were separated and looked at the latter with gentle fear written in his eyes.
"I won't hurt you." Sho said with hoarse voice and hugged his boyfriend tightly.
"I won't do that either." Aiba pressed his lips to the older boy's cheek and smiled. I hope you won't Masaki... Sakurai moved away and took the taller boy's hand, slowly walking to the bedroom. They both sat on the bed and suddenly all fears came back to Sho, but he managed to push them away. Without a rush, just as if he was scared that any sudden move will break his kouhai he kissed him, taking his upper clothes off. The terrible song was playing inside the older boy's head when he grabbed a scarf and tied up both Masaki's hands to the headboard. Aiba was a bit scared, it was clearly visible but he didn't say a thing. Sho traced the latter's chest, leaning down to make his lips follow his fingers. The pink tongue teased the left nipple and quiet moan left the younger boy's throat. Sakurai acted like he had all time in the world, kissing, licking and sucking all over the latter's torso. Masaki pulled the ties to check if he is able to free himself, but even though he was strong he didn't manage to do it.
"Sho... Untie me please."
"You don't like my touch?" The older boy asked seriously, unzipping Aiba's pants and pulled them down, along with the boxer shorts, leaving the taller one naked.
"I do, but I would like to touch you too..."
"I can't let you go... I can't let you escape..." Just then Sakurai looked at his lover with empty eyes and after taking off his own clothes he climbed on top of him. "You belong to me... I can't be alone again..." Sho leaned and kissed Aiba possessively, pulling his legs up and wrapping them around his waist. Masaki didn't move; the older boy felt how fast Aiba's heart was beating and that made him become wilder. Sakurai's hands were wandering around his boyfriend's body ending their journey - one next to his kouhai head and the other on his member. Sho's palm started to stroke the flesh, trying to get it harder and looked at the latter's face. Aiba moaned quietly as if he was afraid to make any louder sound. Sakurai smiled gently and leaned for a kiss, but the other turned his face away.
"Masaki... Trust me... I won't hurt you..." Sho pleaded and the tied boy slowly looked at him.
"Untie me. Now. Let me go." Aiba said firmly, but his voice trembled on the last word. Sakurai shook his head and leaned again, licking Masaki's lips and pumping his hand faster. After a short while the older boy felt that the latter's member is awakening what made him go ferocious. The younger boy gave up to the touch and started to moan louder, at some point he even pushed his hips up wanting to feel more. Aiba returned the kiss with great passion, twitching the ties hard and pulled Sho closer, placing his legs higher on the latter's waist. Sakurai moved a bit up and grabbed their members together, squeezing them and stroking until he felt Masaki's precum on his hand.
"I have to take lube." The older boy whispered and after a shy nod he untangled the other's legs and reached to the drawer for the bottle. He came back as soon as possible, without any more words he pushed two lubed fingers inside Masaki's tight hole, not caring about the groans. Sakurai felt that he owns the tied body, that he can't lose Aiba no matter what. Pressing his fingers deeper he felt the bulge and rubbed it, stretching him as much as he can, making his lover shiver.
"Sho-chan, c-close..." Masaki whispered and closed his eyes. Sakurai nodded, slowly pulled his fingers out and positioned himself between his lover's legs. He spread them as much as he could, not hearing the latter's hisses. Without caring he thrusted inside feeling tight walls clenching around him and he froze for a while to catch a breath. Aiba opened his eyes and glanced questioningly at the older boy, biting his lower lip when the latter looked back.
"You are mine... Only mine. I won't allow anyone to take you away." Sho was scared by his own voice but it was too late for second thoughts. Feeling trembling body underneath him and tightness around his rock hard member all he could do was thrusting. He pounded hard, holding Masaki's hips, moving his hand on the thighs and digging his nails in the sensitive skin. The older boy heard his name moaned by his boyfriend and in amok he started to stroke him fast feeling the climax approaching. When Aiba held his breath and stained Sakurai's hand with his semen it was more than enough for the shorter boy to cross the edge too. He kept thrusting for a while, breathing fast and hard until he collapsed on top of his kouhai.
"Sho..." Shy whisper woke him up. "Sho-chan I can't breathe..." Just when the taller boy coughed Sakurai rolled off and closed his eyes. The silence which filled the room was terrifying so the older one put his head on Aiba's chest, listening to his fastened heartbeat.
"Sho... Can you untie me please?" The younger boy asked calmly without any move. Sakurai knew he should do it. He was fully aware that he doesn't want to hurt his boyfriend or even scare him but from unknown reason he shook his head.
"I can't let you go..."It wasn't Sho's voice. He doesn't sound that possessive and scary, does he? The taller boy started to tremble and that woke Sakurai up from his madness. He quickly untied Aiba's hands and moved away, letting the latter get up. Just then he noticed what have he done; how brutal he was. The red smudges on the taller boy's thighs which soon will become purple, the scratches on his hips, bruises on his wrists… You don't want to hurt him? Look what you did! You are a monster!
"Masaki... I... Masaki, forgive me..." Sho couldn't dare to look at his lover; he just heard the rustling when the latter was dressing up in a hurry. Nakamura was right, in the end everybody will leave him and he will be alone... What his classmate didn't say was that it was, is and will be only Sakurai's fault. He couldn't even cry; all he wanted is to disappear. Then he felt Aiba's hand on his shoulder but he still didn't look up.
"You were hurt that much?" The younger boy whispered with trembling voice. After a while Sho raised his head and saw tears on Masaki's face. His eyes widened and he wanted to hug Aiba but the latter moved away with fear. Sakurai pulled his hands away and looked down.
"Masaki, forgive me... I..."
The only answer he got was silent smack of the front door.