my girlfriend BloodxFlower / Evangelyne Marie LeBlanc / Kittie was pronounced Brain-dead today. tomorrow she will be pulled from life-support. i can not type anymore, so please visit her journal. this really hurts.
I am so sorry for your loss - you lost more than a friend, you lost a soul-partner. She really did love you more than I think you'll ever imagine. I know, because only people she cared about could piss her off (she was so mad at me when I was pregnant with my first child that she stopped communicating with me at all for quite a while - simply because she had nothing nice to say about it, and knew that the negativity would be bad for me). She also truly appreciated all that you did for her after she was sick. Kittie and I talked often, and were oddly connected when we weren't talking. Take care, take time to mourn, and think about her. Then live your life. You're still young. That's exactly what she would want.
i met bloodxflower on cancersupport i really didnt get a chance to know her too well, because i think she went in teh hospital just after she posted on there. i added you. feel free to hit me up if you ever want to talk. i just lost my grandpa to cancer and hoping that dad wont go soon either.
hang in there hun. it does get better, but i know it hurts *huggs*
my heart goes out to you on this greivous day. i know i may not be able to say anything to make things feel any different, and i know it will take time for you to continue on with life in a way resembling before. take the time you need to mourn the loss of her, and let the pain out. life will continue on when you are ready for it, but when you are in fact ready for it, make it something even more meaningful in her honor. no ammount of speaking of talk reguarding "the way" will be a real solution in a situation so... internaly destructive. but don't forget it. be with friends and family when you need someone, and use them for support. things will heal in time, and there are people close by to help you. my grandmother died last month. but it wasn't a sad funeral, it was actually a happy one. we laughed and talked about all the fun times, and all the funny things she said. we knew she was gone from our lives, but we chose to remember every experience that we were blessed to have while she was with us. that is how i always
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i know we dont know each other, but i'm a friend kittie's..and i adore her..and i am sorry about everything..i know you've heard the same things over and over again...
you are in my thoughts...
if you will be at the funeral i shall most certainly see you there... <3
I'd say that I would know how you feel...but honestly I don't. I can't imagin being in that situation...but I admire you for your strength that you've shown through it all. Don't let that strength falter now. I didn't know kitty very well, but as all love displays, I think she would want you to live a happy life, in memory of hers.
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hang in there hun. it does get better, but i know it hurts
*huggs*
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you are in my thoughts...
if you will be at the funeral i shall most certainly see you there... <3
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