at it again.

[karasu_kakashi]

go back to work tomorrow, not really looking forward to it. the humidity here blows. my arm is looking better although i need to go soak my arm again. feeling like crap again, not too happy about that either. even with everyone here i still feel so alone and it's hurting me inside like never before. looking at me you couldn't tell but inside i'm

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[huggscancer]

*huggs*

[iblackstar]

yeah, the change from having someone with you to not having someone with you is always hard. it takes some time to get over that bit of emptiness when you have to fall asleep by yourself. i have a new girl i'm with that i love immensely. i live with her now, just moved in monday. even though i'm completely comfortable sleeping by myself now, i know that if we were to ever seperate that i would get that void inside when i try to sleep, even though i know why it is there and that i shouldn't feel that way because it was expected. things will get better. i know saying that never helps, but that is all i can really do.

does Bear practice any martial arts? or just wall throws? lol.

http://www.ufojeans.com has links to retailers that you can order ufos from. still looks like regular price, but atleast you can get them. i would hate to see them stop selling ufos.

[iblackstar]

also what are you using for your arm? have you looked into any chinese medicine, for one example dit da jow? http://www.ditdajows.com/commerce.cgi that is one site i know of. if you do think of looking into it, i can give you more information. if you want to use it for more than just a short time you are better off buying the herbs and making it yourself. you can make about 10x the ammount for the same price, and being that you are a martial artist you may find it useful to use regularly. just some info.