Bleh i feel soo sick again. i had a great night with boy last night <3 <3 and tonight i'm chillin with the girls. Finally and i'm not gonna be dumb and blow them off. or die and not be able to hang out. I don't have tooo much to say but I'm going home so that I can watch the lord of the rings beforeI go to work... I don't think i have time. ( Read more... )

So i got sent home from work today. I have to go back at 3 but whatever. I get the a.m. off. And i'm going to see Darby tonight ( Read more... )

I don't remember the last time i updated but things have been going well. Darby came up last night, there was a slight problem with his car but he fixed. ;) and we went to Friendly's which was fun cuz i was with him :) and i'm lame like that. Then we came back here and chilled for a while. This weekend is gonna be amazing i can't wait ( Read more... )

So it started at 12:30 am with a call from Darby telling me he wasn't dead. yay ( Read more... )

I was 20 ft away from a real bear this weekend, a real wild live bear. I went up to North Conway Fri, and i came back Monday (today) the worst part was being away from you ;) the best was seeing the bear, and having my mommy buy me things :) i'm an asshole ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

i was feeling great, honestly i was i have been feeling the best i have in over a year and today i tried to deal with something and it didn't get dealt with and now i have to go to bed and spend who knows how many days with this weighing my soul. I've spent all afternoon with tears in my eyes. it sucks. I shouldn't have to apologize for being ( Read more... )

So i've had a very busy week and well summer so far. I'm not a very good friend to a lot of people and it seems like a lot of my girlfriends are feeling neglected. I just need people to come to me and say listen, this day or this day we are hanging out... ok? and then i'll say ok this day would be better for me... see you there. And i need to ( Read more... )

Ow my back really hurts ( Read more... )

man o man....i had my MRI yesterday i got the films back but they didn't say anything and i don't have an appointment with the orthopaedist til he gets back from vacation so i'm gonna bring them to my physical therapist and see what he thinks ( Read more... )