I had a really good evening. I worked and went bowling with people from school. We had a lot of fun. I felt like such a penis fucker tonight I wanted to die (wow big change). But i was really mean. everyone tells me not to worry about it, but how can I not ( Read more... )

I went and saw the punisher tonight, with Ian Dana and Ricky, it was a kick ass movie, and it was nice to spend time with them ( Read more... )

i was gonna go into this whole talk about how I feel tihng, but then figured no one gives a shit, I don't wanna get into it, it won't resolve anything anyway, n will only raise more issues about shit that i'm upset about. So i said fuck it. I don't care. soon this will all be over ( Read more... )

So i had a really really good time Saturday. Things didn't actually work out the way i planned but it was fun nonetheless. I still can't believe my mom let me go. i started teaching Sunday School again ( Read more... )

Hey hey I'm here in Worcester at Clark. With Bill and Ty :) we're having a good time so far. Festivities will start later ( Read more... )

I've been really depressed lately. A lot by myself. I let little things set me off and they set me so far off that I do'nt know how to get back to normal or even remember what it feels like. I feel like i bring everyone around me down. I'm so tired of pretending that I just wish i dunno. I wish I could disappear. That would make me happy ( Read more... )

I wasn't bored enough to take out the unfunny parts so just read and laugh where necessary. I'm sad about a few things but things seem to not be looking awful... so hopefully they'll get better. IF you want more incite call me. 978-457-6036 (ps. i talked to Jody today ( Read more... )

I don't usually do things like this but i liked this one so please me and fill out it ( Read more... )

20 hugs to whoever than name where that line comes from ( Read more... )

Julia says I've seemed really sad lately, the fact that it shows kills me. I'm sorry if i don't seem like myself, I've just been htinking about a lot of depressing stuff, I'm not necessarily depressed cuz I still laugh n I have fun n i mean jon, julia, work, lindsey, nicki, jamie they all still make me happy. But turning 17, if i've had the right ( Read more... )