i look at you and smile because i'm fine...

[kardia]

so. i started writing this poll in my head this afternoon, when i was reasonably pleasant and sober. then i called the people that share genetics with me and now, neither of those qualifiers are in play. with that in mind, have a short philosophy lesson

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[kardia]

oh, i thought it up whilst sober but i won't do anything about it for another few days or so, because that's the sort of person i am. i know i have to do something, but what i do is the real question. or how, maybe. i don't know. i'm sick of leaving things to see how they pan out, only for them to fuck me back up later on. s'why i have so many issues with fate *small smile*

and yeah, drunk, but not stupidly so. not asleep yet, that's the real kicker *s* and i'm still spelling reasonably well, even if i have to retype every fifth word or so. no different to when i'm sober, really *s*

why are you talking to me and me? unless you really understand that there's more than one voice in my head

[sodo]

ummmm i don't fully believe things are meant to be because i made them so, but i like to believe i played a part of whatever happened. i also don't think things happen because it's fated to but i partly believe some things were meant to be. so i'm half/half but tend to lead towards myself having some sort of influence. have never had a fate/destiny outlook, am more of a karma type person. not that i'm a strong believer of it. it's also believed that karma is passed on through generations. i dunno. too late to pick my brain but there's my two cents.

[augustuscaesar]

I think that's the right choice. I don't really like to think about stuff, because it makes my head hurt. I think there are some things that SEEM like fate, but I think that's probably a title we give it ourselves. I mean, when I thought Allegra and I were going to be together forever, it seemed like fate that we'd both joined the same crappy RPG and met each other through it, but now I don't think it was fate at all.

I believe in Karma, too. It rarely fails to bite the people who treat me badly :)