How is it that i understand people more than i do myself? Is that even possible ( Read more... )

Things are different and they will never be the same. I know that now. I guess it is all just starting to hit me. I'm not used to this. I'm not used to feeling this way. I just wish i wasn't so hard on myself.

Why do i do this to myself. My stomach is in knots and i really don't know how much more of this i can take. I have closed myself up into a little corner once again and i hate this. Things have been going so great lately but i don't understand why i feel like i do. I really think i have some problems and for some reason they just never want to ( Read more... )

I'm so excited for this weekend to come. It looks like i am coming home and Rob is coming with me this time. As long as none of us get sick ( Read more... )

WOW ( Read more... )

what a crazy weekend i have, the football game is tomorrow, Rob's family comes in and i have to study allllll weekend. Three tests on Tuesday and a frickin hard paper due on monday ( Read more... )

I was a little nervous to write anything about this in my journal but then i thought about it. The only people who read this are my good friends so why should i be nervous ( Read more... )

What a sweeeeet night. I just wish you could have been here with me. I know you would have loved it!

ok i think i am done taking my pills for awhile. I'm actually scared now. I went to work today and my back has been really bad lately as usual. Well i decided to take another pill but this time i made sure to eat enough before my pill. Well about 45 minutes later one of the cooks looked at me and asked if i was feeling ok because my face and lips ( Read more... )

I hope everything works out for this weekend. Rob is supposed to come home with me but with a temperature of 100.9 i don't think he is going to make it ( Read more... )