what an unexpected turn of events.
why is it that everything gets really complicated at like the least possible second?
my head hurts from thinking about it.
but seriously, he knew what was really up. what the hell just happened here?
this is so weird and random and now it's also compicated.
is this the end of laying all my cards on the table?

every day it seems as if a new adventure happens, even if it's something little. just by not sitting in my room all day , some form of excitement was able to happen, even though it was something small. but seriously, it's more than i would've had at home ( Read more... )

i am the most obvious person in the world ( Read more... )

i found out last night that my dad is working on christmas. we were talking over IM but he could tell i was disappointed. he will be here for thanksgiving, and maybe there won't be arguing this christmas. that would be nice ( Read more... )

I NEVER WANNA GO HOME.
i have SO many friends, which sounds awkward but it doesn't matter since i go to awkward school anyways.
i take awesome classes about things i care about.
i'm in love with my roommate pretty much. AND BASICALLY.
i never want to go home.
ever again.

such a headache. good conversation tonight, which i think also caused this. but if you're gonna call, then just call. it's probably just a mix up, but still my mind wants to warp everything ( Read more... )

Oh I sincerely miss those heavy metal bands ( Read more... )

i think i will always be confused with these matters.
i hope i didn't jinx myself.

i hate you so much.
i am not weak.
i am not pathetic.
i am not crazy.
i am not an addict.
i am not obsessed with you.
i can function without you.
whether you believe me or not.
because i have.
pretty well too.
one day i won't forget this.
and you will see urself.
a giant asshole on screen.

and now this means nothing.

so here i am, wide awake, with a few revelations ( Read more... )