I'm sorry, really.

[karigan_heart]

Eddie and I are back together again. Obviously, things won't be the same for a while. Some things will never be the same again. It seems everyday that goes by my life become a little more complicated

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[psychopyro]

I'm confused. Why doesn't this Robin person think you should be with Eddie? Eddie loves you too, right? And you love him? I don't get where the decision is. :(

[karigan_heart]

Robin thinks I'm not trusting God on this decision. She thought that I had made a wise decision breaking up with Eddie, because he's not as strong as I am spiritually. I realized I was being judgmental and hurtful, but Robin doesn't see it that way. She thinks the decision is between honoring God and going selfishly my own way. I see it as trying to do the right thing and really getting to know someone I care about. Either way, I'm at peace with my decision.

[psychopyro]

Oh...
Hon, I think you've done the right thing. You're not being selfish. I think it's wrong for anybody to tell you that. I know you didn't ask for my opinion, and I apologize.
You know I'm not as spiritual as you are. I've never attended a day of church in my life. I kind of sway with my own way of the Word, so to speak. As such, for whatever it's worth, it's my firm belief that God simply wants us to live, to love, and to be happy. Everything else is kind of... extra credit. Like putting an apple on His desk or sitting at the front of His classroom or something. Whether you're at the front or the back of the class, His words are just as clear. You're still hearing what He's saying. And that's to just live and love. Which is what you're doing!

Anyway... I'm so proud of you for your decision. I want to see my friends be happy and in love. I don't think anything should get in the way of that. And I don't think you're being selfish

[gypsychick7]

See my previous comment as to my feelings. I think you should be with Eddie. It's kind of ridiculous to not try to work things out. If you break up with him now, it's like you're running away and you never would've known how stuff ended up.

Aaaand at least now things are out in the open. More POwer to you. If you guys ever want to come visit me in the mountains, feel totally free to.

And if you ever wan tto call that's cool too.