I'm finally not sick. Thankfully it was just a vicious and fast cold. During said cold I was job searching in wangst. Still trying to find a job that doesn't have a 2-4 hour daily commute and isn't a customer service job in disguise. Which leads me to the most bizarre job listing I found... what sort Graphic Design job requires certification in CPR?
As for other things, everything is still a horrible mess with my sister dying. Just... *sighs* with the suddenness of the entire ordeal no one was prepared, and everything is everywhere. I've found that I'm upset over the dumbest things, and Dad is having some frustrating stubborn moments.
My niece isn't going to be out in September like everyone hoped. This has made everything so much worse in the house, and she's been a bitch during this entire mess. On the bright side, after the initial "wtf" I had with her, everything settled down. As valid as everyone suffering is, my Dad lost his oldest daughter, and I think his pain tops everyone else at the moment.
Stupid 30 year old acting like teenager.
I didn't get any sleep last night thanks to cat spazzing, so I'm exceptionally pissy. Though I suppose that's better than yesterday when I just wanted to cry all day. I'm hoping the angst was just the remnants of my cold, but I doubt it.
Things need to go a little better. I really hope that happens sometime soon so I don't mentally implode.