Love, Is It Worth What You Give?

[karleezie830]

Thiis weekend was pretty good...

-Tiff went with me to the Fury hockey game yesterday. We hung out with Scott and his cousin Josh. Yeah, I don't like him as more than a friend, so it was kind of weird, because he still likes me. I know it sounds really mean and everything, but seriously. He called SO fricken much. It just got old. I don't want a

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[tickles_8_29_90]

at times to me this makes no sense... you liked him for a while then you didnt like him at all... and he has liked you for so long you lead him on, and then next thing you know you had a new boyfreind he was crushes... he is a great guy... dont hurt him hes awesomely funny... i used to like him but yea i dont anymore... but yea hes an awesome guy dont hurt him and becareful with what you say and do... yea your parents are dumb not to trust you and not like the idea of you not going to his house which i find is stupid... for saying i stayed the night at eric's house thursday... but yea just yea becarefull parnets are dumb... love you lotz.. bri

[karleezie830]

Yeah, I know. It makes no sense to me either. I hate how feelings change so fast. I feel fricken retarted for changing my mind so quickly, but I guess it was because I barely know him. I don't know, but I do know that I screwed up. I'm like praying I can keep the feelings I have towards Drake, because I don't want to hurt him. AHh.. I just wanna to the right thing. I wish my parents would trust me more. See, my parents will never let me spend the night at a guys house. HmM.. thanks for the comment.

[tickles_8_29_90]

yea i kno... well yea dont hrut drake cause that would suck cause hes awesome... yea i know your parents wouldnt let you my dad wasnt going to let me but then he didnt want to come and pick me up cause it was late as it was.. no prob i will comment anytime... love ya

[karleezie830]

Ooh.. Still, he let you spend the night at a guy's house? HMM.

[tickles_8_29_90]

Jeanna I miss hanging out with you... your always hanging out with Tiff now a days... one of these days in the furture we need to hang out and do something... i feel sorry for like kinda not going to chruch as much because im with eric... i dont want to lose my friends because im spending way to much time with my boyfriend... yes i would do anything to hang out with eric, but then i would do anything to hang out with you... i miss the good ole days when we hung out... i feel like im missing out on a lot of things with you and my other friends... since eric's came along i feel like im losing each and every one of my friends one by one... im already losing kaitlyn and i feel like im losing you also... we dont talk much anymore like at school in the morning we dont really talk... its more of arguing... yesterday my life flashed before mi eyes... i was turning purple last night because i couldnt breathe... is started to think about what has been going one the past couple of months between me and mi amigos... i have changed alot in the

[karleezie830]

Hey Brit! First of all, you're not going to lose me. We may have our fights and it may seem like we're growing apart, but I'm always going to be here for you when you need me. I know I said crap about you and Eric and how I think you leave me for him or whatever. Well, it's because I realized something. I realized that it does hurt. It hurts when a guy seems to become more important than yourself, the friend. I appologized to you before, because I knew that it hurt you when I made Josh such a huge part of my life, but I had no idea how much it really did bug you. I know that it is a crappy feeling now. I have no reason to be mad at you though. You really aren't doing anything wrong. You love Eric and you love the time you spend with him. I know exactly how it feels. You like hanging out with your friends, but no one can top the feeling you get when you're with "him". Trust me, I know exactly how it feels. I know you don't wanna hurt me and you don't wanna lose your friend. Do you really think I could leave you? You stayed my friends

[tickles_8_29_90]

i know... thnk you so much... yea i did stick by your side during the time you were with josh... yea it does hurt and its hard to deal with... im so happy that im with eric and if anything happens between me and him your the first one im going to crawl to crying my eyes out... he has told me that if he doesnt have self controll that he will leave me so he can have controll and i dont want that to happen so i have to tell him no for now on... thnk you so much love you lotz!!! <33 Brittany

[karleezie830]

WoOhoo! Be strong! ALl the consequences aren't worth one good time. Hmm.. yeah.

[townshendrocks]

Sadly, Jeanna, I won't be at Lauren's tomorrow for movie day. But you go and have LOTS of fun! I'll be there in spirit!

[karleezie830]

Wow, that really sucks! We'll miss you. :-(