It starts!

Sep 23, 2010 17:04

Well… My life, just a little funnier and with different names of course. I don’t want to hurt anyone on the internet! You can still stop ready at anytime, so this is just my life. Being a teenager in the 9th grade, being kinda super shy and living with my mommy.

Monday, oh hell school again!
I woke up and I started freezing. I was so cold I couldn’t move. Even so my room was about 25°C or something. Anyway, I had to go to school, while my friends were in Peking… With friends I mean all my friends. Everyone except Carole. Victory, Jess and my beloved Lizzie. My best and favourite friends.  Lizzie is the girl I spent my summer vacation with. She is like a twin or something. We mostly think the same, but even so it’s never getting boring. Victory is my oldest friend. I know her since 5th grade. She and I were in Ireland together, slept in one double bed and we are going to Japan after she came back from Peking. Jess is like… well. She kinda is a best friend even so we fight mostly. She just thinks so different that I don’t know how to deal with it.
But it doesn’t matter. There not here. No support in school. Lonelyness… Math lessons without Vic. Biology lessons without Lizzie. And P.E. without Jess. I thought I wouldn’t survive it, but I already made one week of 2. Not even that I’m a 15 year old teenager, no I’m even in Love, but Love doesn’t love me and that’s why I’m quite unhappy with being in Love, which actually only happens every 5 years or something. His name is Claude (no he actually has a different name but Claude is nice name!). Don’t expect to much from me. I’m not good with this situation.
But you kind of have to know the whole story:Before the summer vacation started I had swimming lesson every Monday morning. One Monday morning he actually drove pass me with his bike and said Hey. I watched him before for some time… I’m not a stalker! Deffintley not! I just… did it. Anyway. I was so happy and shocked at the same time that I didn’t said anything and he drove away. 
Now it’s like this:
We watch each other but we are getting blushed…every time.  So we don’t talk. Everything we do is watch, getting blushed and sometimes walk pass each other.
Annoying right? I wish I’d be not so shy…

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