Leave me to waste. I'm not worth anyone's time.
Interacting with people tires me. Thinking tires me. Thinking of interacting with people tires me.
I just get sick of interacting with people so fast these days. Then I get sick of not having anyone close, and of not being anyone's number one person to go to. "But we do ask you to go out with us!" Yeah, but if anyone even bother to think about it, it's always when we have group outings and what-nots. Group. Where everyone's attendance is expected. Where you can't possibly miss out anyone in that group. (If I did get left out of any outings, well that just goes to show how unimportant I am right?) Always the back up plan, the one you ask when no one else is free.
Need me, don't need me, care for me, don't care for me, love me, don't love me, I don't give a damn anymore. I'll just be here continuing to live in my own bubble since that's what I've been doing anyway. I'll probably find my ways overseas and go work in a farm or something and live oh so simply.
I just get sick of interacting with people so fast these days. Then I get sick of not having anyone close, and of not being anyone's number one person to go to. "But we do ask you to go out with us!" Yeah, but if anyone even bother to think about it, it's always when we have group outings and what-nots. Group. Where everyone's attendance is expected. Where you can't possibly miss out anyone in that group. (If I did get left out of any outings, well that just goes to show how unimportant I am right?) Always the back up plan, the one you ask when no one else is free.
Need me, don't need me, care for me, don't care for me, love me, don't love me, I don't give a damn anymore. I'll just be here continuing to live in my own bubble since that's what I've been doing anyway. I'll probably find my ways overseas and go work in a farm or something and live oh so simply.