AHHHHHHHHHHHH almost christmas break!!!!!! Finally exactly wut i needed.....a break....I'm gettin sick of my gay depressiing entries so im making a new years revolution....resolution.....saga?(nah cant be that)I'm not goin to take everything so seriously and get mad at stupid shit....im goin to just enjoy my life....i have everything i need.....an ( Read more... )

ugghhhhhh......thats all i can say.....im still waiting for that good day or maybe i have to make it happen on my own...who knows....im sick of always bein frustrated and depressed over stupid shit...i miss my real self because i truthfully think that there's no one better...im sure most of you who are reading this and are probaly wondering wut the ( Read more... )

yea i kno i havent updated this in a while...i guess its because i dont have much to say....everything has been alrite...i went to the hot rod circuit concert with alyssa and we got lost in "pennsylvania"...we only needed to get to south street,but yea i thought id give up my "man" instincts and ask for directions...too bad it was a gangsta black ( Read more... )

i love alyssa yeager and thats all that matters

yea this week has been a crappy week although im startin to feel better now. at first i thought i was goin to kill myself durin work because we got dropped in the same area for like the catrillionth time and it sucked.....then! it happened! this changed me forever and my attitude forever! we raved! in the van for an hour! it was amazing everyone ( Read more... )

ughh i dont know wut to say really, i thought i should update this. the past week has been complete shit and confusion. all i try to do is make people happy and i end up bein the asshole in the end. im startin to feel like im useless in this world and if i wasnt here no one would notice...but anyways theres no point complainin because no one wants ( Read more... )

yea....today sucked pretty bad considerin i was sick the whole day...school was alrite although i was a little depressed because Kinner didnt have nipple pokies today, but it was all good because i drew a picture of her with her nipples poppin out....after school we went to fornos and of course i was in a bad mood and i think i pissed off everyone ( Read more... )

today was soo weird....work wasnt too bad because we didnt work today. All we did was playh the movie game in mcdonalds and geoff bet me that the guy in jurassic park isnt the guy in twister, but hes wrong.i went to alyssa's and we watched the butterfly effect.....hmmm that was interestin although the evan from that movie was also in wimbledon ( Read more... )

yea so i finally got a ticket.....for speedin. I guess it had to happen sooner or later i tried to sweet talk the cop and i even flirted with him a little,but i guess im not as good lookin as i thought i was....anyway i lost my "driving privileges" for a week, but i at least got to take alyssa out for our fake 1 month anniversary that went well, ( Read more... )

Hmm thought id update this, its been a long time. Soo yea the last week of summer has been awesome. Everyday i was with alyssa and it couldn't have been anymore amazing. She's the best thing that has happened to me. Anyways today was the first day of school and it wasnt too bad. I got most of my friends in the my classes....except for 6th through ( Read more... )