Dakota

[karmalsundaze2]

Hey everyone.. how is life? Well, I am recently 20 years old since Aug 1st, and today my heart was broken. My dog was found dead from being hit by a car, the pound picked her up and when I went to go pick her up thinking that she was alive, they handed me her collar.. I couldn't feel my knees as I fell on them. I couldn't.. pain shot through me.. I

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[anonymous]

Thank you so much for your reply.. didn't know if anyone would even remember me since I stay so absent most of the time, every second that I am not in class she was with me, by my side, always looking up for mom's approval. I can't believe she is gone, I was driving down the road tonight that she got hit on right in front of my mom's house and I pictured how it happened.. how happy and content she was and then boom.. she is gone and I just can't can't accept it.. not now, she was the one thing I have ever truly loved in and out of my heart and soul, and she is taken from me, there was once a girl that I loved - we were together for a year and it ended and it hurt, but nothing, nothing like this. My insides are messed up, I can't stop shaking, can't stop wanting to break down, just let it all out... and it is the most horrible feeling in the world. Anytime I let something this deeply inside of me it gets messed up, I am scared, I am at my mom's and she lived with me at my apartment - Dakota did, and I don't even want to go back, I can

[karisma]

i'm so sorry sweetheart.