You must know you are selfish. Do you ever think about how many people you have hurt and left behind? Do you ever think that you would deserve to be left behind as well? No one else ever felt they had to take up an egotistical moment to wonder whether they could cause sorrow to the world by killing themselves, just to get back at you. Would you ever think it was because of you?
You have done much worse to others than ANYONE has ever done to you. You have no right.
still here arent i? egotist yes i am, selfish yes i am, but stupid i am not. i would never give up existance over the lot i know.
i was making a point that days only come one at a time, the broken can still be fixed. i wasnt ranting on at how depressed i was and the world needs to bleed its heart for me. i'd already handled my grief, alone, and did make sence of it all. that was over a year ago. and i did get the girl of my dreams back. despite everyones discouragement.
dont get pissy, obviously the story wasnt for you.
I read this entry and then re read it. I don't know what reaction you were going for here, but I must say I am impressed with it. I didn't know you could write like this and am glad I decided to read your entries. All I can say is, "keep writing man and don't worry about other's opinions. Remember that opinions come a dime a dozen and everybody has one. Just never let critisism get you down." Remember also that friends can be just around the corner...like me!
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Do you ever think about how many people you have hurt and left behind? Do you ever think that you would deserve to be left behind as well?
No one else ever felt they had to take up an egotistical moment to wonder whether they could cause sorrow to the world by killing themselves, just to get back at you.
Would you ever think it was because of you?
You have done much worse to others than ANYONE has ever done to you.
You have no right.
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i was making a point that days only come one at a time, the broken can still be fixed. i wasnt ranting on at how depressed i was and the world needs to bleed its heart for me. i'd already handled my grief, alone, and did make sence of it all. that was over a year ago. and i did get the girl of my dreams back. despite everyones discouragement.
dont get pissy, obviously the story wasnt for you.
-Dick-
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