i know what you meanlillyleiaJune 22 2012, 18:10:02 UTC
time is a crazy thing. It feels like 5 years is nothing, and everything. if someone had told me on my 29th birthday that "on your 30th birthday, your dad will be gone, you will be divorced and you will have just started dating the love of your life" I would have called bullshit. in the 10 year gap between sage graduation and finishing my masters I had a whole life. 6 years of marriage, buying a house, death, divorce, new love. all of these things happen so quickly and its like oh shit, where'd that time go
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what a nice journal entry. i so understand what you mean by your entry. In August 1999 my world fell apart, or so i thought. after almost 7 years of dating this person he left me for someone else. i didn't see it coming-at all. In fact everyone had thought he was going to propose to me. The day we broke up we went to the ren fest in westchester. then we had dinner at a diner near my house. he told me we needed to talk that night, and never in my mind did i think he would tell me "i'm not happy"-i couldn't believe what i was hearing. i couldn't believe he wanted to break up and later on i realized he had someone else on the side. i don't know how i made it through that, but as painful as it was, it was a good lesson. it made me stronger, wiser. And i look back at that relationship now, and it was so not love. we should have broken up years before we did. we were just "comfortable" not in love. Its interesting looking back at past relationships, i can't believe i was in them and put up with the bs that came with them. i am so ever
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Love the story about your ring, btw. Ian can be a real romantic sometimes, huh? :)
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