wow what a ride the last few months have been. time to go back to having a real job and a normal life. i'm really going to miss having all the people that i love and hate around me. i would like to thank everyone who helped make this season great for me as a team captain. well im gonna go eat so i will post again later.

regrets are from the past and the past is for the dead so live in the moment and fight for the future.

you know betrayal is a feeling that im still not all together used to. i have so much to say yet i have been asked not to. not that it matters anyway cause i have no waords to express it! well i'm gonna go and try to deal with this internaly. i will see erica soon she will help make me smile....woot for girlfriends!!!!!

i used to think that it sucked to be straped to dracs chair all the time with my ass hurting. but i now realize that i have nothing to bitch about. cause anyone who plays leatherface or a carousel clown has my utmost respect that shit hurts!!! i have the easy job i just have to act and be an animatronic with a bike seat up my ass. anywho just ( Read more... )

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you know most of my posting is me bitching about shit. so today imgonna try some thin a little different. i want to acknowledge the good things in my life. first of there is my girlfriend erica. she is by far the best thing to happen to me in a very long time and I LOVE HER VERY MUCH. second there is my mom and brother who have always been there ( Read more... )

well i know that it's been awhile since i posted on here but here it goes. well i have a girlfriend now and she is the best thing to happen to me in a very long time. her name is erica. i met her at RPHH. that is also going very well. i got actor of the week so im one step closer to actor of the year. WOOT! now to begin my rant....WHAT THE FUCK IS ( Read more... )

well here it goes........(breath) Fuck these egomaniacal little babies who can take it when some one asks if they need help with something. fuck off you little 2 yearold bitches!!!!! aaaHHH!!!! go suck your mommies tits until you rot and die!!! fucking christ is it that difficult to say "i have no fucking clue what im doing so please help me?" ( Read more... )

i went a little crazy with quizzes