Aloe is my lover right now....

SB and marky  in 9 days eeekkk exciting<3

NAVYSTUD2010 (10:49:20 PM): i bet you wish you were watching sharks with me

haha gotta love those sharks=]

just to clear this shit up ......when i said i know who i want but hes so far away ..... i litteraly meant hes  so far away .... as in he is in MARYLAND . .. he is who i want .. and he knows it.

i need to stop drinking....im starting to scare myself with it ( Read more... )

there are two things keeping me here.

janell and kristin.

and well one other.....

janell and i had an amazing talk tonight i love her  so much .....im glad she understands what i had to say ... i really had to get it out .. i was holding it in to long ..

i cried tonight ... for the first time in a while .

marks talks keep me smiling =]

kristin keep your ( Read more... )

soo i found out today that my throat is slowly closing ..... ahh scary stuff..

surgery uber soon.

i hate bieng so sick.

sooo i've been thinking about alot of things lately.

I broke up with cass last night ... he was more of a friend than anything..
I know who i want ... hes so far away =/
I need to do some soul searching for a while find out somethings about myself again before I can add a boy into the mix.
I love my friends dearly Kristin boo =],Janellly,Sarah,Amber ( Read more... )

a part of me just died.

really depressed.

i think i just sunk further.

i honestly hate you .

shut your stupid mouth honey cause your words dont affect me ... you're just wasting your breath hun ...=]]] i dont give a crap about you and your silly happines.... you think youve "won" but guess what i dont care ... i didnt want that prize anyway =]] im over that crap its worthless.

last post .

starting over turning over a new leaf .... one with ( Read more... )

ive learned that promises dont meen shit anymore.

you disapoint the hell out of me.