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Never been this nervous in my life. Don't know why I am. It's nothing big.

Was thinking of him calling me last night. "We'll always be together, I know we will" and all I could do was cry. Why aren't you here for me now?

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Vittu kun äite on ärsyttävä. Ja kaikki. Hajoaa pää kohta. Ja huomenna sinne poliisiasemalle ja hienoa kun hajoan sielä kun meinasin jo Anun edessäkin vaikken edes sanonut mitään. Mitä ne edes haluaa musta? Kaikki on pilalla. Ei sillä että kiinnostaisi jatkaa jos ei olisi. Miksi vitussa sen piti tehdä se. Lalaa. Ei noin. Tyhmä lehmä. Ole hiljaa jo.
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That's interesting... How can I be rated 12 if it's between 1-10? o_O

I just told my friend about Flyn. I'm a little confused now. Didn't tell it all. Just the outline... something like "Have to go to see police because a Welsh boy killed himself and I knew him". She said she'd come with me if I wanted. But I won't bother her more. Hope she won't tell nyone else... And hope the police won't tell my parents anything. ( Read more... )

Someone asked if I had diary in diaryland today. I do but it's old and I've deleted most of the entries for some reason. Read it through then.

January 10th

"Now I imagine that he's killed himself a few months ago. It's summer now. Somehow I got the money and I got there. And I'm at his grave. I can't breath. "Why did you do it?" I ask. But I don't ( Read more... )

something in my chest. stinging pain ( Read more... )

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99 my best \o/

Let's do word count to me journal

If two weeks ago I felt like I had taken a step forwards, now I feel like I've taken at least ten backwards.