I was talking to Cory this morning over cinnamon toast crunch and bagels about my grandpa.
 I mentioned, [because i do], that if it were Saturday last year, I would have been at my grandpa's house, staring in horror and disbelief at his pale, cold, dead body.
We ventured off to the house I am staying at this week, and while walking out of the door to ( Read more... )

i think you are just a bunch
of fucking assholes and
need to die in a scalding, hot lake
filled with alligators and tarantulas.
yea yea, and than
after that
i'll sleep good at night.

[i love you. i love you. i love you.]

fuck you

he's gotten to you as well.
he's going to take you for
everything you have, and it will leave
you sitting cold, helpless, lifeless on your
bedroom floor.

I'm thinking of writing a complete thought in this journal entry.

ah, i've changed my mind.
me needs to rethink myself.
[is that the problem?]

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005 [not including memes of course). Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review".

JANUARY
we've got to
get out of this place
[but its the same everywhere]

FEBRUARY
[b]Heroin - interesting...[/b]

MARCH
The LP Herald-Argus e-mailed and would like to include a ( Read more... )

don't pretend to like me if you don't.
i'd rather be ignored than recieve your
bullshit, fake ass smiles.

"i am wearing my new dress tonight,
but you don't,
but you don't,
even notice me"

yeah, that would have been nice.

you can always tell when she's
on the prowl.
she's ready for a change, something new.

with this one,
i really would sell yourself short.

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i have so much hatred inside myself towards someone, and
i don't know how to get rid of it. i've tried, and i've tried, but
where is it coming from?
is it so much to ask of myself to just love ..me.