I'm so tired...

[kashimiddc]

Since the passage to middle school, I have been hanging on to the memories of my bestfriends from elementary. The friends who all promised to be friends forever. It sounds really gay, but they were the only ones really there for me when I was going through shit at home, and even though I never really told them about it, I could just be myself

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[i1uvdirt]

look, dont fucking listen to me. i was on something. idk wat. but it wasnt me. i just... your not the only one whose having some trouble. ok? im sry iv been so scarce and that iv been sucha bitch. i didnt mean to be. i didnt mean to judge. i didnt mean to make you feel like you did. are* i mean.
i want to see you guys. i want to hang out with you. i want to be friends still. mi life got flipped around a little too. even tho im sure its not the same as wat youre dealing with.
its true that were not the same kinda ppl anymore. but i shouldnt sed wat i did. i dont know you anymore and its stupid of me to say i did. please dont stay mad at me forever. and if nothing else, im gonna go to eeshes bday party. ok? dont die. dont let me push you over the edge. dont let mi fucking judgements make you feel like shit. im sry. im really sry. ill probly never be able to undo that. its been weird, and i wanna know wats up with you. i wanna be there for you still if you need me. i want to take it all back and i want things to be good again.

lylas.