Comments | kashmir42: yesterday was a yucky day

kashmir42

yesterday was a yucky day

Sep 15, 2005 07:58

I had a breakdown yesterday. I mean a major melt down. I ended up in the hopital connected to heart monitors because I couldn't breathe. After x rays and an EKG it end up that I am just to stressed out. I carry to much on my shoulders sometimes it gets to heavy for me to carry it all. Everyone keeps telling me to get on meds. I can't help but to ( Read more... )

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shebreathes September 15 2005, 15:35:39 UTC

i wish you would lean on me more...i know you carry so much on your shoulders it has to be overwhelming. you know i can relate...lets get together for coffee this weekend and just talk...let the ones who love you the most be there for you. you are a stubborn woman and feel you have to do it all yourself otherwise it wont happen, but try to use us...i don't mind letting you use me ;-)

love you, i'll call you later on today

kashmir42 September 16 2005, 00:39:50 UTC

Everyone keeps telling me that. I never realized how stubborn I really am. I realize, now is not the time to let pride take over. I'll call

electric_red September 15 2005, 19:04:50 UTC

Let's take a day trip in a couple weeks. Me and you and the ocean.

♥-Yvonne.

kashmir42 September 16 2005, 00:40:29 UTC

Girl that sounds so nice and relaxing. I would love to go.

lusciousagony September 18 2005, 00:03:04 UTC

Ugh, it sounds to me, (even though I really don't know you well) that you may have experienced an anxiety or panic attack. About 4 years ago, I had several of these 'melt downs' that occurred ever so often for a couple months. I went to most likely every emergency room in every hosptital in Fresno. Problem was that, after tons of xrays, and EKG's, etc, no one could find anything accutely wrong. One doctor said I had Bronchitis ? I've never had that in my life, I knew she was wrong in her diagnoses ( ... )

kashmir42 September 18 2005, 17:15:54 UTC

thanks so much for the info. hearing things like that is comforting in a wierd way.I have battled anxiety for quite some time and I know I should try some meds but I am very afraid to. I'm glad things worked out for you. I can't wait until I find the way back to a normal thought process.

lusciousagony September 19 2005, 03:57:28 UTC

You don't have to answer this, being it may be personal and your journal is public, but can I ask why you are so afraid of taking meds? I mean, aren't you more afraid of the anxiety and the breakdowns? Imagine one while driving the kids around? I am just curious, because I was more afraid of the actual attacks and symptoms, never the meds.

I'm glad you found my words comforting, even though it is in a weird way, dear.