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[kaskadersha]

i don't know what i'm doing to myself or those around me. i seem to rationalize everything in a way that starts to make sense and gives way to my actions. i feel like i'm suffocating beneath the turmoil twisting my brain but i can't pinpoint anything negative in my life other then myself. am i really just this horrible human being or is there

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[kpematop11]

babe, i keep placing others and their interests before myself and mine. i hurt myself every single time. "others" are convinced that i'm a biggest bitch around. what's the point?

[kaskadersha]

fuck if i know...

i just notice a pattern of behavior in myself and i'm starting to feel like i'm doomed to walk the earth alone because all the people that come in and out of my life, are apparently just temporary solutions.

right now all control of my senses and my judgment belongs to someone else and instead of fighting it to spare M's feelings, i encourage it and beg for more...

me = asshole