So with my first ever arrest under my belt. And being hit by a car I decided to get really really drunk last night. but now I wonder when does partying turn into alchoholism when is there a sign that you might need help. Is it when you drink alone, or when you get so drunk you don't realize where you are or what you did. I have a few theories ( Read more... )

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so today I am going toa fashion show after I waKE UP THAT IS

Hey guys Im just posting so that everyone knows Im OK TTYL

K

Ok so maybe I shouldnt stay up untill all hours of the night its just a bad Idea. But all is well in the world of Ryan (sort of) Alex is moving away to seatlle in 20 days I work two jobs now Im still at Ruby's as a Bartender But Im also working At New York and Company both in the PV mall living with Sa bibi in a condo all the way on 107th Ave and ( Read more... )

Im here Im still alive Im 21 and usually drunk

K A S P E R

So In three days I will be seeing Nodoubt and I am soooooo excited and I turn 21 on the 5th holy shiznet balls. I saw saved yesterday that movie rules Marshall came over last night I got really drunk worked all week and my days off this coming week is Wednsday ( NO DOUBT!!!!!!) and Saturday!!!!
anyways I gotta go so PEace Out

K A S P E R

So what is new in the life of Ryan real quick I went to the ORGY show I got free passes got some autrographs it was awsome I turn 21 in like two weeks I also went to Falgstaff pride yesterday and got killer burnt anyways that was a quick up date now Im leaving to go to the movies with my mom so I will ttyl

K A S P E R

Hey Guys so quickly I am totally confused and annoyed by my life right5 now I have people not wanting to talk to me I have people pissed offf at me and i Have people chickening out rather than telling me what is wrong Oh well

XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXO

K A S P E R

drunk and typing

So another lease up and time to find a new home that was found in Peoria with My Best Friend in high school the cheapest and nicest place I have lived yet it is sooooo Beautiful as you can see I changed my LJ again my old pic was deleted off the net but Oh well Just got done watching the ND complete history on VH-1 kinda cool but now I am bored ( Read more... )