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[kassu]

What is today..Friday? So that only means to me that active businesses don't usually do interviews on the weekends. Meaning futhermore that I cant really get out of the house until Monday even just to go look for a job. The catoring company place is nice..but jobs aren't regular enough. I need way more. Hell at this point I'd take 2 more full

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[chandraleila]

You're not doing anything wrong. You know that. I know what effort you've been putting in to finding a job, and I know it's making you miserable that you can't seem to get one, or that when you get close, they just stop needing someone.

You're damned intelligent, if you weren't, I probably wouldn't have really started talking to you in the first place. Cold that may seem, but I'm drawn to intelligent people, especially intelligent men, and I don't like associating or talking to people that aren't on the level I am. That seems harsh, but that's just the way I am, I can't play myself down to make people feel better, so it's just best I play me.

Sometimes you need to make up a fake reason to get out of the house. I used to hate that, if I went somewhere I wanted it to have a specific purpose or reason, but then I started doing things just because it meant not being -here-. Try it..just once, it might make you feel a lot better.

[kassu]

give me an example of a fake reason..

[chandraleila]

just going out to "shop" no one says you have to buy anything, all you're doing is looking and walking around.

Maybe that's a little too "female" a reaction, but that's what I am, so that's what I go by. Fact is..even though you're not one of those people to just go somewhere to be going...sometimes that can be good for you. I was never one of those people, but I am now, just because it gets me out, and away, even if I don't do anything "productive"

[kassu]

Just dont think I could do that and come back feeling better....The way I see it is I feel like shit cause im not doing anything..go out and do nothing some where else..come back...and either feel the same or worse..

[aurasb1iss13]

You are always welcome to come here and do nothing. :)