So I really like this guy I'm talking to. He's supposed to come visit me this weekend... This is the first time in a long time that a guy is putting in some effort for me... But i'm not sure if he really likes me or if he just wants to be friends. I just can't even explain how nice he is. Knowing my luck he doesn't like me... But we'll find out ( Read more... )

So i haven't written in here for a awhile... well at least not an entry telling you about my life happenings ( Read more... )

20 Female ( Read more... )

I look back on things... I'm not sure why i become friends with people to begin with. Some people i think it was a matter of convience... Others we had something in common... and then there are those that are nice to you and you get along with ( Read more... )

So the newest comment that got me thinking... "I want to go back 2 years... before him and i broke up... before so and so died." I left out names in that comment. So i was like nope for things to be better for me we need to go back 21 years and 5 months. This would be the moment of conception... We need to go back here and be like "NO PULL OUT!" ( Read more... )

So i have come to the realization that i must be the most fucked up person in the world... I mean look at me from Medical problems to family life to friends to love life to school ( Read more... )

The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world ( Read more... )

1. smoked a cigarette - yes ( Read more... )

Shit i just want everything i can't have... Damnit all to hell.

Don't worry if any of you single guys who read this thought from my last entry that i'd be in a relationship anytime soon... cause it ain't gonna happen. I'm "a nice girl" and "have an awesome persnality". But i just don't cut it. I'm the friend. The girl you flirt with, go home with, mess around with, kinda like, but then the other girl comes into ( Read more... )