so like theres this girl, who is amazing, in every way. fuckin gorgeous....set back: significant other...

so as i was cleaning out my jobcorps locker and moving to another one...bottom bunk..fuckin finally... i started hanging pictures on my locker of all the ones i miss... and i came upon a picture that becky took, that brought a tear to my eyes.....fuckkkk. i miss alot of things it seems...but me being able to except the losses and the mistakes only ( Read more... )

oh gosh

so its going good, just to let you know, and like theres this boy........boys.........dayum....

tomorrow im leaving at 12:30, this is fucking amazing but gay at the same time. ill miss people. ill miss my family. but hey i get vactions... so most likely ill see everyone at christmas time. im just really glad to be getting out of this shithole for awhile.....i need it. nothing but bad memories.

so today was pretty much the funnest day ive had in about eight months... maybe a year. me,jill,mymom, my lil brother,my moms friend, and her kid went to wild waves. it was sweet me and jill destroyed that shit. we stayed there till it was about to close, then we went out for dinner, then the way home was filled with massive air guitar solos. yeah ( Read more... )

I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust ( Read more... )

so pretty much things are really good. i went to tomfest with becky, it was amazing. i like emery, fuck you, they were good. and i now have a huge deep love for bradley hathaway, he's AMAZING!!!! he made me realize i am worth so much more, so much more then i give my self credit for, and that i shouldnt be treated the way i was. i think in a weird ( Read more... )

so this last weeek i was in long beach with becky it was amazing, i love her. and recently: ive dropped the extra baggage dragging my life through the shitter, i leave for job corps next week, thats where ill start a new life and get shit together, its what ive been in serious need of. i live back at home, and it couldnt be better, me and will are ( Read more... )

i dont know anymore.

you dont try anymore.

and lately this doesnt make me happy.

why is it like this?

why are you acting like this?

everything is more important then me nowadays.

you said you were trying to be better, and you were, but now those words mean nothing.

if you get to not try then i dont want to be the one thats trying anymore.