so lately its been pretty rad. hanging with everyone and what not. except for becky getting off work late. my mom won tickets to wild waves so thats exciting i love water slides. hungout at dennys tonight, how fuckin lame is that shit. them i went to jesus' house/ garage whatever adn hung with those kids. those kids are amazing. till we tgot kicked ( Read more... )

so last night was amazing id say, i pretty much love jill and jessica. yes more then i do you. but anwya we went to the galvin steps where its retarded that people lie when really travis told me that it had massive termites and they had to tear it down in the 1940's. haha. dennys with jessica jill benjamin josh and andrew, who id have to agree with ( Read more... )

steps ascend to a loaded gun. the scent of matches hangs in the air (a lit one flickers out in a hearbeat). we don't want to see this: a flash of light that's letting go of an empty bullet case, by the time it hits the ground, he's out of reach. let go. the wolves are closing in. there's no room left to make amends. do you remember when we'd fly ( Read more... )

so my life has basically gone down and down to two things, dennys and the matrix, i hate it!

i dont know what to think, im stuck in the past, the way past. i just dont know

i miss being in love. not that fucking dumb love, the love i really meant. so yeah its not you.

somewhere between getting what you want and thinking nothing would ever work you actually lost your mind, im sorry. Have you forgotten what great? what you used to love? Who your actual friends are?  cuase i think you have. have you forgotten who cares? its alright, at some point we all kinda do i suppose.

shit i dont knw wtf im saying

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lately things have been pretty laid back, i got alot off my chest i suppose and im feelin good about things, why is it that i always am friends wiht liars or thieves? i dont get it, but i hate it. so yesturday i had a fallout with my mom and i dont know what to think of that situation anymore. i hate him. so my mom bought my smokes yesturday too, ( Read more... )

to you boy ( Read more... )

Well lately everythings been pretty good so far. I dunno im with people or hanging out and all i do is nothing just sit there in my own little world, wanting to be wanted, but not allowing it. I dont know whats wrong with me im loosing it. Nothing seems to matter anymore. best friend is moving, but for some reason it doesnt effect me much, since i ( Read more... )

correction:

fuck it all. it wasnt real. none of it. better off. better off dead.

so pretty much i dont know what the fuck to do anymore..... i wanna move. seriously all i do is sit at home all fuckilng day with nothing to do, no one to talk to, i anticipate talking to a wonderful boy who i love dearly, to hear him say he doesnt know. well fuck maybe i dont know or dont care..... fuck i do care i know i do. i never had to deal ( Read more... )