just keep quiet like everyone esle is ( Read more... )

playing with Natalie like we were little kids;

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...that i wished that you would be there for me holding my hand not judging me on my mood or how i am acting at the point in time, you just know i don't feel good, mentally and physically. times like these i need you as a best friend, not just a partner in crime. i am uncomfortable and scared. wanting to be held and loved. and being told " ( Read more... )

i have cried everyday for the past two weeks ( Read more... )

i can't remember getting drunk but i can clearly remember the hang over saturday morning.

jesus it was bad.

this has just been such a coz weekend.

i couldn't remember when i last posted or if i even posted.

probably b/c of my short term memory loss.

its lame as fuck.

i don't think i will be getting another car for 10 more weeks.
my dad is on the phone w/ cingular canceling our cell phones.

So I spent my day trying to stay awake on many muscle relaxers ( Read more... )

my car spun 3x times across 4 lanes, i hit the gaurd rail then on coming trafic hit me head on b/c my car was spun the opposite direction. when the lady hit me it sent her 2 lanes over. and all of mopac was closed offf. both cars r totalled ( Read more... )

i realized i am a complete failure in friendships/relationships/ and best friendships ( Read more... )

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