(Untitled)

[katangtang]

i'm getting so nostalgic right now that all i feel is self-digust and shittiness and all i want to do is cry. i don't want to go abroad. i don't even want to go to the future. i would love to be able to go back back back until i can just experience my life again, because sometimes, you know, living life once just isn't enough

Comments

[virgostarr]

courtney, i know what you mean. even though you've experienced a lot more than i have, there's always that ache that pulls me back into the past. looking through memoirs makes me feel happy and sad and sometimes sick. i'm not sure if writing in a livejournal makes me feel naked. maybe vulnerable? is that the same thing? sometimes when i write personal stuff i feel like i'm taking a chance, like a dare, by putting myself out there.

you know me. i'm reading this.

[jenzer]

i kind of want to go back to martin's dam circa 2000. i want to go back to the time the three of us went out for fondue in party dresses and tried to not think about the next day.

lets do it.