I understand completely about Sephiroth, and about the emotional ties of any rp (I still wibble every time Mr. Brightside plays, and that was from a story YEARS ago)
I really hope, even if not with Seph, you can find someone to play if we get this new comm going. You were always a really good asset with getting people involved, and always like...the best person I've ever dealt with as a mod and player relationship. Evenm if you don't join, I'd appreciate your feed back and such. I know real life is eating you alive right now but I'm glad I didn't lose you in all this.
Right now I'm so fried I want a week just to sleeeeeeep, but I friended the comm so I could watch you guys play. ♥ And I'm leaving notifications turned on here if you want to ping me for anything! (And I've wondered for a while if I could play an Aeris or a Zack reasonably, except that both of them are high-energy enough that, as mentioned, sleeeeeeeeep first... XD Tomorrow I get to build four sets of shelving, repaint my entire basement floor for the third time on account of how much the contractors have scraped it up, move furniture, and start moving boxes back downstairs. The rum is probably not the brightest idea I've ever had. Not to mention the 1 am part. XD;;;)
I know exactly how you feel, I mean--I pretty much started sniffling when I read the news. I...just went into a blank state honestly, and even know...I feel like I lost something. I'm not so sure what I'll do with the journals--time goes on and all that, but for the most part, I just can't seem to touch any of Rikku or Raidou's entries. They're just too much for me. As far as apping in a new RP with the same characters...I'm still going on hold with that.
Back tracking through the logs--even as insignificant as I thought my charas were--it took like three hours, and I put as many as I could into Rikku's memories, I'm sure I missed a lot and yet...I'm ok with what I have...
...umm, long story short--this place will always have some special memories for me as well, so try not to feel too down.
*huuuuugs* I wish I could make an LJ-archive of the logs community on account of how it'd be all safely wrapped up and tidily there and easily searchable and stuff, except since I obviously didn't create the community, I don't have complete access so LJ-archive won't grab anything but the initial post. And LJ-archive is shiny but not exactly fast so it'd probably take more access time than Lu has with computer problems... hmm... well, I guess it never hurts to ask?
Aww sweetie *huggles* I think the sudden closing of the community just all out of the blue was a bit blind-sighted and really insensitive on the part of certain parties. I think a certain individual should have left the community open long enough to have a community discussion about what should have been the future and not simply slammed the door in the face of everyone adding extra insult to the ones who weren't around for the closing. In the eyes of the individual it may have been the right thing to do, but it was really an unfeeling thing to do.
I've taken apart my f-list, but I'm still able to keep an eye on everyone *is like a ninja.* Please feel free to friend me with your journal and I'll do the same.
I know what you mean about Sephiroth and Cloud, it kind of reminds me of this pairing. Kazuma and Billy, they were from two totally different canons, but rping the two of them together was epic and now it is hard for me to imagine one without the other. I am in mourning for this couple and the rp they belonged to, that's just
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*snugs and fluffles Zell's fuzzy head, so cute!* I don't think there's an easy way to do it really... part of me is going "but the fairy tale stuff would have been awesome fun, I can just see Seph-in-dragon-headspace having decided that Cloud was his treasure and nobody gets to touch his treasure, with possible side effects involving blonde friends are associated with gold and need collecting and keeping safe, or else Rapunzel for All That Hair, and Tohru would make a great Cinderella, and Reno as Bre'r Rabbit if that even counts, and and and" and the other part of me is going "it's going to be at least a couple months before your house stuff settles down and you really need to go through and make piles of stuff to sell instead of RPing and if that all happened while you were offline you'd feel even worse" and yeah. ;_; just no easy way to do it... but still, sniffle
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To be honest, I wasn't surprised when the comm got shut down. I knew it was coming sooner or later, I just didn't that a conversation that I was having with Terra in her last mod post would be the straw that broke the camel's back. I feel bad because a lot of people were affected by this who weren't even directly involved. Considering that Cloud had taken Sora in, I was looking forward to Sora and Sephy flailing at each other. But hey, you can always write fic for Seph and Cloud right? :D
It was very insensitive to shut the comm down so suddenly but anybody who has said anything on this entry has already spoken for me.
oh man, I hadn't known Cloud adopted Sora - I'd have loved to play that out! (I wonder how many new-to-towners would've taken one look at their hair and wondered whether they were either father-and-son or brothers, too...)
I like the fic idea too; it's just that there's so much history here that I'd have to write a crossover epic to find a way to lead him back to the brainspace he was in here, where he'd been getting used to a house full of kids and the differences between military-dictatorships vs police enforcement and people who didn't come in knowing his history and how to occasionally throw festive events that turned out without bloodshed and... yeah. So much history, so much learning
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Lumiere!Cat still exists, even if her journal got recycled into Circadia It's a paid account. I have to use all those icons!
Remember, we can ALWAYS write stuff, honey. It doesn't have to be part of a comm. My 2 cents worth, anyway. *patpat*
This week has....royally sucked. Everywhere. It HAS to get better, right?
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would send rum if it would fit in the Ethernet cable...
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I understand completely about Sephiroth, and about the emotional ties of any rp (I still wibble every time Mr. Brightside plays, and that was from a story YEARS ago)
I really hope, even if not with Seph, you can find someone to play if we get this new comm going. You were always a really good asset with getting people involved, and always like...the best person I've ever dealt with as a mod and player relationship. Evenm if you don't join, I'd appreciate your feed back and such. I know real life is eating you alive right now but I'm glad I didn't lose you in all this.
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Back tracking through the logs--even as insignificant as I thought my charas were--it took like three hours, and I put as many as I could into Rikku's memories, I'm sure I missed a lot and yet...I'm ok with what I have...
...umm, long story short--this place will always have some special memories for me as well, so try not to feel too down.
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I've taken apart my f-list, but I'm still able to keep an eye on everyone *is like a ninja.* Please feel free to friend me with your journal and I'll do the same.
I know what you mean about Sephiroth and Cloud, it kind of reminds me of this pairing. Kazuma and Billy, they were from two totally different canons, but rping the two of them together was epic and now it is hard for me to imagine one without the other. I am in mourning for this couple and the rp they belonged to, that's just ( ... )
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It was very insensitive to shut the comm down so suddenly but anybody who has said anything on this entry has already spoken for me.
We be friends instead ya? :D
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I like the fic idea too; it's just that there's so much history here that I'd have to write a crossover epic to find a way to lead him back to the brainspace he was in here, where he'd been getting used to a house full of kids and the differences between military-dictatorships vs police enforcement and people who didn't come in knowing his history and how to occasionally throw festive events that turned out without bloodshed and... yeah. So much history, so much learning ( ... )
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