I am in shock. I had just gotten to the point where I was starting to roll with the punches. And then stuff really started to hit home. Well, one thing. Before that: my friend in the hospital has a cyst blocking her ovaries. Not horrible, but still scary (she's 16! if she quit smoking she probably wouldn't have this problem). But on to the ( Read more... )

Summary of weekend: went to races on Sunday. Had to dress very nicely because, well, yeah. I already talked about that. Won some money, then lost it again. Monday played gig (May Day/bank holiday). Two hours straight bab-ay! It was very funny, I think the trombonist next to me downed like, 3 pints in the first 45 minutes of our set. Keep in ( Read more... )

Just something I posted on Xanga ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, I'm just in one of those moods. Went to go see HG2G yesterday. Very good. They did Adams justice, and Marvin kicked tootie! We have to go to a race today, I guess the equvilent of the Kentucky Derby. Have to dress up, m wearing. . . . pink! *Sighs* Didn't succeed in making HIM jealous (m thinks things are very akward because of ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

Everything I touch dies. Fred's in the hospital. She's been having some problems with pain in her abdomen and apperently it's something to do with her ovaries. I dunno. I'm just shocked. Everything I get near dies. Lucky me ( Read more... )

Fuck. It just keeps getting worse. I can not believe it. It's not a case of I'm depressed, it's just nothing goes right!! NOTHING!!! I'm extremely jealous at the moment, and people seem to be trying to rub it in my face. Seriously, wipe the shit-eating grins off your faces. Boys still suck (I'll see this particular boy at practice tonight). ( Read more... )

Life sucks. NOTHING CAN GO RIGHT DAMNIT!!! To sum it up the extent of my problems would be knowing which little shit heads beat me into jazz band (I'm really upset if you can't tell), I have my first gig next Monday, and have to dress to match a bunch of 50 year olds (grooviest 50 year olds i've ever met tho, that's for sure!). Normally I would ( Read more... )

Naa-hahaha. Mr. Lang made one mistake. Not only did he tell me that I got into Jazz Band last year and if I kept playing that I was in, he told my mom too..... HAHAHAHA!! On another note!! HE DIDN'T BLOW ME OFF!! WOOOHOOO!! Apperently his brother was supposed to tell me he wasn't gonna be there and he looked really sorry and then we (well me, ( Read more... )

OK I am really pissed off. Didn't get into jazz band. Extremely pissed. But I get to replace some trombone who doesn't wanna do symphonic. Yah for me. I am actually really upset, I have spent all year gearing up for this. I've played first chair in Cambridge Jazz Orchestra, and have been playing with this Royston gig (which, btw produced the ( Read more... )