and i've figured it all out.

i don't care anymore.

i'm done.

i need to quit school.

it's only the second week, and i'm already doing things like not writing papers, which will come back to kick my ass, but i just cannot write this paper.

fuck.

I have this feeling about this year ( Read more... )

i'm lonely

Wow ( Read more... )

• moving my stuff into school tomorrow, i am NOT ready, not ready whatsoever
• i want to be ridiculous tonight, and i'm not sure it will happen
• i need a nap

bah

"Happy.  Just in my swim shorts, barefooted, wild-haired, in the fire red dark, singing, swigging wine, spitting, jumping, running- that's the way to live.  All alone and free in the soft sands of the beach by the sigh of the sea out there, with the Ma-Wink fallopian virgin warm stars on the outer channel fluid belly waters........I sat cross- ( Read more... )

So I've been having a decent summer. My days are spent being lazy and wandering about Crystal Lake (and when in Chicago my day is spent sleeping), and and nights are (were) spent smoking and also wandering about. We've been fans of the walking to the park and chillin on the picnic table in the middle of the night. By we I mean crazy and me, and by ( Read more... )