I keep being angry.
and saying I hate things.

But really.
Truly honestly.
I love so many more things than I hate.
And I love so many more people than I hate.
And I never concentrate on it.
Love is surprisingly easy to ignore.

I should really stop that.

i don't think i can go to the cftpa show.

this makes me very upset.

Today I talked with Barbara ( Read more... )

So, I had a conversation with MGor
bout an hour long
and god.
GOD
I feel so much better,

MAD
PROPS

i say i don't hate you ( Read more... )

Hi Livejournal.
I officially take back the Popi entry/entire argument because it caused too much drama and I was being totally needling and childish while lecturing him on immaturity.

That makes me a greaaaat person. So no more LJ drama; besides, I spent like three billion freaking hours on the computer yesterday. Sad.

Love,
Kate!!

I'd like to take this opportunity to tell you what I really think of you, Popi, all venom and malice set aside. I think you have had the potential to become an intelligent, sensitive, mature, and well-adjusted adult before you even really reached adulthood. Unfortunately, your intellectual progression and general maturation have been completely ( Read more... )

( because anti gay marriage laws are ..GAY )

it amazes me how lovely he can look getting excited explaining to me the concept of matter traveling through space at the speed of light. it makes me want to take his picture over and over and over, and write something real sweet on the back.

I keep wavering between "in" and "out," between "want" and "despise." How can I be sure that I'm doing the right thing when every day, I wake up feeling sick like I just stepped off a sinking ship, and I don't look any better than the day before? I don't have a way to reassure myself that things are going alright, I have no benchmarks or ( Read more... )