Comments | katect18: Roller coaster post. yay for emotions.

katect18

Roller coaster post. yay for emotions.

Nov 11, 2005 10:16

ok so my weak has gotten so much better.... my week started out with 58 screaming kids after missing monday for being "sick" my kids were all mad at me cuz i was absent on the day we were all doing this huge project which caused them not to be able to do it. i have caught shit for that all week. BUT!!!!! i have been turning in applications to ( Read more... )

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txcynna November 11 2005, 17:53:50 UTC

Your last week is going to be horrible... I went through that when I left my day care kids. So much crying. I ended up dropping in once a week to see them for a few months. It's good to feel the love. *nods*

:( I KNOW katect18 November 11 2005, 18:34:30 UTC

God i know i have cried 3 times on my own. they dont know yet i have to tell them this week before they go on thanks giving break. i've been all depressed for like a week :( i've been trying not to dwell on it or my eyes get moist. lol its sad.

dawn_bloodrain November 11 2005, 18:39:50 UTC

I remember having fun in High School with the "Child Development" kids. But I think mostly I just love to play around with arts and crafts and stuff. Maybe I'm not helping much, but I had to say the last day I was in that class, some kid threw something at my head so I was glad I was leaving. lol

Well... katect18 November 12 2005, 02:01:21 UTC

yeah i've tried to just look at things that make the job not so nice like my boys fighting and throwing things at the girls, or the girls telling me the boys did something they really didnt do just so the boys get in trouble, or daniel screaming at the top f his lungs in the cafeteria because brandon wont leave him alone. But it doesnt work. i can thing ok at least 3 good things to go with each negative thing i can think of. like with daniel even tho he has an anger problem there are reasons for it. and everyday he comes in and gives me a huge hug, he asks me how my day was and tells me he misses me when im not there. he brings me stories that he has writen every week. and micah comes up to me and bugs me untill i hug her. she brings me little things like bug erasers and pretty shiny pencils. and courtney comes up and rubs my shoulders while im doing role check. Yeah i'm going to miss my kids alot. damn it im crying again. i have been a wreck all day. i told my kids today :(

dawn_bloodrain November 12 2005, 02:31:32 UTC

I love you :)