Ummm when did i last update, cnt remember. My 12 hour shift wednesday was okay i guess...was tiring, towards the end i just wanted to sit down lol. Went fast enough though i guess so cant complain...was helping a resident and she made me feel really sad - shes only 41 and has huntingtons, where everything basically just stops working, she has maybe ( Read more... )

Ummm so quite an eventful couple of days i think ( Read more... )

We got some dead bad news on monday. I told u kate about my nana going to get a biopsey - well the results showed that she has breast cancer. She has to have her breast taken off and hope that it's contained then...dead shocking though, dont think anybody expected it. She's 86 so it's scary her having such a major operation. We were upset, but we ( Read more... )

I slept so badly last night...i just kept dreaming about work, which isnt good, did my head in lol. I woke up soo many times, the last time was at 5 to 4 and then 7...must have woke up every hour before too though. Ummm yeah, feel a bit weird this morning- got a headache and feel a bit shaky and weak, like i'm energyless. I went to bed when i got ( Read more... )

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Last night craig was acting really sweet to me, making lots of effort and stuff. I didnt see him till about 9.15 coz i went on my driving lesson and he went to karate so i just saw him after that. Went to his and we just went upstairs and talked and stuff, and hugged, then put a film on - fun with dick and jane, which i didnt like, it was boring. ( Read more... )

Everythings still a little confusing for me. After i updated on tuesday he came home from karate and nothing got sorted really - by the end we were talking a bit but his attitude didnt change and stuff. He dropped me off home at 9ish with me not knowing really what was happening. Ummm then i dint tetx him all day wed, and on the night he came and ( Read more... )

Ummmm me and craig have split up, so im gonna update about it coz im not even sure what to think ( Read more... )

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Ummm last night was alright - some parts were good, but for some reason just couldnt get in the mood - i think its the same as kate said - everywhere seemed empty, and didnt see anyone i knew...the music wasnt very good, my shoes killed (have blisters on both feet today lol) and...i think it just seemed dead. I was thinking about it, and i think a ( Read more... )