tonight was just weird. i never expected that out of this person AT ALL! AT ALL!!!! i was speechless, i know she was drunk , but excuses aside, she never apoligized & i guess that's what hurt the most.

i'm sorry to everyone else, i was being an immature idiot, you were all right, i can finally grow up & admit that now. forgive me? ; for being so

so who's game to assinate george w. bush & his cabinet with me? i'm thinking a few planes into the white house? ha, just kidding, but seriously. he needs to get a mission launged into his room. he's a complete ass, knows nothing about the U.S. gov. , know's nothing about anything.

wow. ok, so i'm just overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings right now. where to start. lately, i've had a different outlook on life, the main reason for that is my brother. him coming here helped. i've been thinking alot about all the bullshit i went through in the past year and a half. i've been thinking alot about my past, my future, and just my ( Read more... )

is it weird that i don't feel comfortable in my own room unless i have at least 2 candles lit? i think it is, i dunno why i'm like that.

i don't get it. honestly, why would you do this to me? things were ok. we had a plan, we were going to make it. everything was going to be alright. why would you go back? why would you ever go back to that place & leave me here? why? i don't understand.

yah know what. tonight deffinately surprised me. i realized that i need to stop judging people until i talk to them myself. i judged a few people just because of he said she said things and i figured they disliked me as well. i talked to one of them tonight & its the total opposite. it made me feel alot better. & this outlook on things makes me ( Read more... )

i'm happy. :]

fuck bush.
fuck the U.S. government & everything they supposidly stand for.

it's all a crock of shit.

first off i'm going to say, if you don't want to read something that is just bitching, complaining, etc. then don't read this entry because that's all its going to be ( Read more... )

its weird how just a couple weeks ago i hated my mom so much that i didn't care how she felt. i wanted her to feel as bad as possible. i wouldn't care if i was sitting on the phone listening to her bawl her eyes out. i would feel nothing, no compassion or anything towards her. i would arrange dates to go out to eat with her and then ditch her on ( Read more... )