I'm gonna post
Going do it.
Finally going to post in this LJ. I have a lot to put here when I have time. But for now I'm just going to put some memes I stole from Corey. I also stole a few of her answers because they were so perfect.
I'm lonely.
o1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? The imperfections
o2. How much cash do you have on you? $1,200
o3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Best
o4. Favorite plant? Ivy
o5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? The guy I met at that club (whi did call after all, obviously)
o6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? On my Sidekick II, "Beverly Hills" by Weezer for everyone except John, who has "Truly Madly Deeply" by Savage Garden, and my Samsung plays Vivaldi's "Four Seasons"
o7. What shirt are you wearing? No shirt, just a black bra and black velour sip-up hoodie
o8. Do you "label" yourself, or could you? No
o9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? Barefoot
1o. Bright or Dark Room? Dim
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Cool girl none of you know
12. Ever "spilled the beans"? On accident
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Searching for a couple
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? "Please call" and then Pete's #
15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? Never.
16. What's a saying that you say a lot? "I miss John"
17. Who told you they loved you last? My mom
18. Last furry thing you touched? Kitty!!!!
19. How many hours a week do you work? Breathing is work. No, really, I've done so much unpaid stuff.
2o. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? 14
21. Favorite age you have been so far? 1, because I didn't know any better ;)
22. Your worst enemy? Myself.
23. What is your current desktop picture? An ostrich I named Oscar
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "Join the club" to Dustin who just left after saying he needed to get ouf of the house because he feels couped up
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? I'd change a regret because a million bucks can't buy John back. And I know EXACTLY what I'd change.
**Personal**
1. Your name: Hmmmm....
2. Do you like your name?: I have a love/hate relationship with it
3. If not, what would you change it to?: I don't know
4. Your age: 24
5. Do you wish you were younger/older?: One year younger
6. If so, what age, and how come?: Se above
7. What school are you going to?: n/a.
8. Where is that school located?: n/a.
9. Do you get along with your parents?: Most times.
10. Do you get along with your siblings: I haven't spoken to my brother in nearly two years
**Friends**
11. Do you have a best friend?: No
12. Why is that person your best friend?: n/a
13. By the way, who is this person?: n/a
14. Do you trust your friends?: For the most part, yes
15. Who is one person that you could totally tell anything to?: No one. I can still tell John the most, but no longer all, and I was able to tell Matt a lot. I can still tell Roo most things.
16. Name one person that you used to be friends with, that you wish you could be friends with now: As John and I are still friends, I'd have to say Matt.
17. Why did that friendship end?: Hell if I know. He just went off the deep end and claimed I'm a racist, which everyone who really knows me knows that that is so far from the truth!
18. What qualites do you like that your friends have?: Humor, honesty, carin
19. Do you think you have good friends? I don't know anymore.
20. If you could give your best friend (or closest friend) one thing, what would it be?: He alrewady has it.
**Relationships**
21. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Kind of.
22. What is their name?: John
23. Are you seeing anyone?: I guess I am "seeing" John again
24. What is their name?: John
25. Do you have a crush on anyone?: No, love
26. What is their name? John
27. If any of the questions are answered, why do you like the person you are with/have a crush on?: He inspires me to be a better person and reach for goals that I never considered reachable before
28. Do they have any qualities, that you would like to have for yourself?: Confidence for the future
29. How much time do you like to spend with them?: Not enough
30. Were they your friend before you started dating/liking them?: We ended up moving quick
**Favorites**
31. Color?: Black
32. Shampoo?: Herbal Essences
33. Deodarant?: Lady Speed Stick, Wild Freesia scent
34. Actor?: Don't really have one
35. Actress?: Shirley Temple
36. Sandwich?: Tuna and avacado
37. Bread?: Whole wheat
38. Animal?: A human named John
40. Food?: I hate food. Food is my enemy
**Either or**
41. White or Dark Chocolate?: Dark
42. Stuffed Animal or Blanket?: Blanket
43. Waterbed or regular matress?: Regular matress
44. Morning or Night?: Night
45. Disney or Nick?: Disney
46. Scary or Comedy?: Comedy
47. Get up early or sleep the day away?: Early unless it's raining.
48. Job or School?: Job
49. Phone or Internet?: Internet
50. Garlic or French bread?: French
**With or Without**
Subject: Hamburger Veggieburger :D
51. Lettuce?: With
52. Mustard?: With
53. Ketchup?: With
54. Mayo?: With
55. Onions?: With
Subject: Perfect date
57. Guy/Gal with braces?: Without
58. Candles?: With
59. Food?: With
60. Sporty car?: Either or
**Yes or No**
61. Live with your parents?: No
62. Want to live with your parents?: No
63. Have a car?: No, but yet kinda
64. Want a car?: A few
65. Would you do the "Survior" show?: Hell yes
66. Would you spend some money on your little/older sibling(s) if you had $1000?: No
67. Would you eat earthworms if your life depended on it?: Yes
68. Would you take a bullet for some of your friends?: Yes
69. Do you think that your friends would take a bullet for you?: No
70. Do you wish you were famous?: Sometimes
**WHY**
71. Why do you think the moon revolves around the earth?: Gravity
72. Why was Einstien considered a genius?: Because he got the cheat sheet to the IQ test
73. Why do some people spend so much time making these stupid surveys?: Boredom and hoping that someone reads it and learns a few intriguing facts
74. Why do some people spend so much time filling out these stupid surveys?: See above
75. Why do you enjoy the company of your friends?: Because I enjoy being around people
76. Why are some people accused of "chewing like a cow?: Because they lack manners
78. Why when you leave the door open, you are asked if you were raised in a barn?: Barn doors are frequently opem
79. Why do women complain so much about the seat being left up, and guys don't complain when the seat is down?: I have often wondered about that. But I tell you what, I've fallen in a few times in my life, not fun. Men can't "fall in" the worst they can do is hit the seat. So my conclusion is that we stand to be hurt more by the seat being up than a man does by it being down. (Answer kept exactly as she had it because it echoes my exact answer)
80. Why do most Americans spend most of their day sitting, and then complain that they are over weight?: Because this is the USA!
**Relatives**
81. Does your grandma still pinch your cheeks?: Never did
82. Has any of your relatives bought you clothing that you despised, but you wore, just so they wouldn't be insulted?: Yes
83. What nick names did you develop from your relatives?: n/a
84. Which relative could you consider "cool"?: I have cool relatives?!
85. Can you really say that you would go in public with some of your relatives and NOT be embarrassed?: Yes
86. Do you have any embarrassing home videos that your relatives have threatened to show on your wedding day?: No
87. When you started dating people, did the baby pics come out of the closet?: No
88. Have you ever been to a family reunion?: When I was five, It was in North Dakota during my great grandparents' wedding anniversary
89. What is the most embarrassing moment that you have encountered with your relatives?: Oh lord.... See the post I post after this
90. Do you have a favorite relative?: I guess my mom since she's the only one left
**Friends Part 2**
91. Do your friends stand differently in your mind?: Online/IRL
92. What does "hanging out" consist of?: Hanging out at someone's place of residence with no plans
93. How many close friends do you have?: None anymore
94. Do you have one ultimate BEST friend?: He died
95. Why do you consider that person your best friend?: I can't explain Aaron to you
96. If you are "taken" at the moment, do you consider your significant other as one of your close friends?: I don't know if I'm taken
97. If you have a crush at the moment, is this person one of your close friends?: I guess
98. Do you believe that a relationship will last longer if the person is one of your close friends?: Absolutely
99. What is one thing that attracts you to the opposite sex?: Sweetness, sincerity, ability to have fun. tall
100. Are you thankful for your friends?: Are they my friends or enemies in disguise?
When was the last time you cried? A few days ago
Have you ever faked sick? I fake being NOT sick
What was the last lie you said? I don't rememeber. I try to never lie
Have you ever cried during a movie? Yes
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? John, and I laid awake most of the night Monday watching him sleep
Have you ever danced in the rain? No
Have you ever been drunk? Buzzed
Have you ever tried drugs? Pot only
Do you smoke? HELL NO
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? Ran down the street naked at 15
What is your blood type? B positive
Have you ever been in a car accident? Duh
How old were you when you received your first kiss? 17
Have you ever had an online relationship? Yes
Have you ever had phone sex? Um.... Yes
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? Yes, and found out why it's called Crush.
What is your favorite sport to play? Any if I'm playing
Have you ever made a prank phone call? YES!! Loved doing it as a kid! Damned caller ID stopped that.
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it? Absolutely not. That's never cool
What's your favorite childhood memory? Christmas morning when I was 8
Is there anything you have done that you regret? Much
What do you want to be when you grow up? To be happy with John
What is your political affiliation? Socailist
Have you ever had cybersex? Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? Infatuation at first sight
Do you believe in karma? Yes
Who was your first crush? Jason Mullins
How would you describe yourself? Caring, compassionate, intelligent
What are you afraid of? Not ever getting John back
Are you religious? Spiritual
What does your screen name mean? I started it after a tough period in life, so ms_erie is Misery
What person do you trust the most? No one. I actually think I trust Roo the most
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Jason Mullins. My kindergarten boyfriend, then first grade, then second....
What is the best compliment you have ever received? That my eyes sparkle when I laugh
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? That I was fat, a nobody and that no
one would ever love me. That was many years ago and I still believe it.
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? Relationship = 5 years with Jeff
What is your greatest strength? I don't quit
What is your greatest weakness? I love to deep
What is your perfect pizza? Pizza My Heart's pesto pizza
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? "What time is it?"
What is your last thought before you go to bed? "How am I going to go through another night without John?"
What college do you want to go to? Stanford
Do you get along with your family? My mom. The extended network has voted me off of the
island.
Do you play any instruments? Flute, piano, violin
What kind of music do you like? All
Do you think you're attractive? Depends on what I'm wearing
Would you ever get a tattoo? If I wasn't so afraid of needles
How many piercings do you have? 45
Who makes you laugh? John
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? John. And make it for life!
Have you ever seen a dead body? Yes
Do you have a celebrity crush? No
What is one things scientists should invent? A way for me to have a model's body
Have you ever broken a bone? Ribs
What happens after you die? Peace
Do you watch or read the news? Both
What stereotype would you label yourself as? I am an enigma
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? Yes
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I would have followed through and changed it to John's last name
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? I know what it is, but won't say
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? How I look
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Yes
Have you ever played strip poker? Yes
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themself? Yes
What do you want your friends to think about you? I just want them to know who I really am since no one ever stays around long enough
What's the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? I don't know
Have you ever bitten someone? Myself.
When's your birthday? 12/08/1980
Have you ever stolen anything? I a little porcelain animal and a keychain when I was 12 because I was so upset that I was always overlooked because I was the "good" kid and my cousins were little brats who "need attention" because they were always in trouble, or sometimes just because they were younger they needed to be noticed more. A week or two after I turned 12 I was in a play and my grandparents promised to be there, but then they blew it off without telling me ahead of time because Jessica, one of my cousins (all of them are younger) suddenly wanted them at it. I was so upset because I was looking forward to them bein there so much. In all my life they still NEVER have been to anything I did, and there were plently of chances. So I decided to steal something to get caughtto get attention. I was mad when I didn't get caught with the porcelain animal, an when I didn't get caught with the keychain I pulled it out of my pocket and put it back in my pocket when I was walking by a couple employees at Gottchalks. I didn't get the reaction I'd hoped from my family. I was again ignored.
Do you make wishes on shooting stars? Yes
What's the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? God knows, I never can put much down.
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? The day I spent talking John into trying to make peace with his parents. Because it lead to him leaving me.
Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes
Have you ever been in love? Yes
Are you a morning person or a night person? WHen I'm up in the morning, I love morning. But usually night.
Do you have any phobias? Bugs, needles, and dying alone
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? I was so scared when I was pregnant hat I didn't tell Jeff until over a year after I miscarried
Have you ever been to the hospital (other than birth)? Too many times to count
How many screen names do you have? Many
Do any medical problems run in your family? So many
Has anyone ever been disowned by your family? Yeah, me for not being able to stop my dad from killing himself
Have you ever had a nightmare? Life is a nightmare
Do you say meaner things to your friends than to your enemies? I ignore my enemies
Would you ever participate in a threesome? Yes
Would you ever pay for a prostitute? No
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? Yes
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? Never
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? Yes
Have you ever written a love letter? Yes
Have you ever attempted suicide? Yes
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxer-briefs
Have you ever been in a fist fight? I was bullied so bad as a child, but I fought well, and only twince did any hits ever get in on me, once when four were on me at one time, the other time when six were on me. ALl of them, and each time only one hit landed on me
Do you have any hidden talents? Yes
What is one thing you want me to know about you? I don't know
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? Your deepest fantasy?
Do you usually prefer books or movies? I would like to say books, but don't have time to read them anymore. Movies are quicker
Who is your favorite person to talk to? John
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? No one
Would you ever have sex before marriage? Duh
Who do you talk to most on the phone? Pete
Do you have a secret that you're ashamed of? No
Do you prefer British or American spellings of words? American simply because I'm used to it
Have you ever gotten detention? Of course
How do you vent your anger? LJ
Have you ever been on a diet? All the damn time
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Depends on the guy
Older than you? YBy a few years? Yes. More than 10? Creepy
Is your best friend a virgin? No
What's a rumor someone has spread about you? When I was in eighth grade I was suddenly no longer in school because I was too sick. When I returned in ninth grade people in the halls backed into lockers to look at me. Turns out a rumor had gone around that I had contracted a contageous gall bladder disease and died (it was an intestinal disease, and I lost my intestine)
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself doing? As if Power Exchange isn't kinky enough? I've got a secret LJ for my fantasies!
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you? God knows, I've got a lot of shit
treatment in my life.
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? John was the only one concerned with MY well-being after my dad died. Everyone else was worried about themselves and my mom
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? I wish
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? No
Have you ever hated someone? I can't seem to hate, just dislike
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? Phone.
Do you consider yourself to be popular? No
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? Yes but it never goes
over well, need to stop that.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? No
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? Yes
What is your favorite book? Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt
Do you have a collection of anything? Not any more
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? No
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? Fucking Hell YES
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? Different again
Are you happy with the life you have? No
1. ONE WISH?
…three more wishes <-- I second that! <--I third that! And if the answer is no, I'd wish for John
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
Lover
3. WHAT IS YOUR WORST FEAR?
Not ever having John back
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
No, Tinker Toys and Lincoln Logs!
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
I wanna be on it, but can't stand watching it
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
No
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
I was beautiful
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
No. I want someone to cuddle with at night. I need hugs
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
Black
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
No
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
I would LOVE to!
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
If I told you it wouldn't be a secret anymore!
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Realistic: Nevada for ghost town hunting, Fantasy: Monocco or St. Barts, French Caribbean
14. Is Jay Leno Funny?
Yes! And Letterman sucks
15. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yes
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
No, but I've had it for two years. Weird, huh? I want to see it too....
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
I try to do what I can to be eco-friendly,but I'm not overly concerned
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP?
One, two-hooo, three...CRUNCH! Three.
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
Yes
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
Yes
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
By default
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
Manual
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
For food, it's great. For sport to leave for dead, not cool
24. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
Not anymore
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
A bunch of medications, like aspirin, ibuprofen, Aleve, penicillin, and so on. Anaphylaxis sucks!
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
To my mom tonight
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
In the hearts of many obsessed people. And in Vegas.
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
No
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Over medium. Great, midnight and I'm about to take a break to make a couple. (And I really just did, and accidentally broke the yolk on one of them)
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
Just about all people are dumb. But in societies of mostly brunettes blindes do seem to be dumber wheras they are smarted in places where blondes dominate. So I think they're dumber because the steriotypes are ingrained into their subconsciences.
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
I don't have socks go missing anymore
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
11:48am
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Several
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
Yes, but sometimes so good too
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
Yesterday
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Baths
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
Sure is
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
Oooooh, yes....
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
I never have been
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
Love and sex
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
Creamy. I hate peanut chunks in my teeth
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
Sometimes
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
Many, many times
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
Once
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
For me
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
Usually pretty much
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Blue
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
No
51. LIQUOR OR BEER?
Liquor
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
Yes
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
No
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
Flute, piano, and violin
55. HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?
No
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
Yes
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
YES!!
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
Rarely
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
Yes
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
Nope, his hand is.
61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
I believe it exists, but is rarely every the right option. People shouldn't marry so quickly
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
Yes
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
No
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
Yeah. Pacifica is always cool!
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Fried eggs (see number 30)
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
Yes
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
Yes
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL?
The People's Lawyer commercials are particularly horrible
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
Never have
70. DO YOU SNORE?
Not unless I'm sick and stuffed up or have been crying a lot and am stuffed uo
71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
All Love Can Be
Finally going to post in this LJ. I have a lot to put here when I have time. But for now I'm just going to put some memes I stole from Corey. I also stole a few of her answers because they were so perfect.
I'm lonely.
o1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? The imperfections
o2. How much cash do you have on you? $1,200
o3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Best
o4. Favorite plant? Ivy
o5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? The guy I met at that club (whi did call after all, obviously)
o6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? On my Sidekick II, "Beverly Hills" by Weezer for everyone except John, who has "Truly Madly Deeply" by Savage Garden, and my Samsung plays Vivaldi's "Four Seasons"
o7. What shirt are you wearing? No shirt, just a black bra and black velour sip-up hoodie
o8. Do you "label" yourself, or could you? No
o9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? Barefoot
1o. Bright or Dark Room? Dim
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Cool girl none of you know
12. Ever "spilled the beans"? On accident
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Searching for a couple
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? "Please call" and then Pete's #
15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? Never.
16. What's a saying that you say a lot? "I miss John"
17. Who told you they loved you last? My mom
18. Last furry thing you touched? Kitty!!!!
19. How many hours a week do you work? Breathing is work. No, really, I've done so much unpaid stuff.
2o. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? 14
21. Favorite age you have been so far? 1, because I didn't know any better ;)
22. Your worst enemy? Myself.
23. What is your current desktop picture? An ostrich I named Oscar
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "Join the club" to Dustin who just left after saying he needed to get ouf of the house because he feels couped up
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? I'd change a regret because a million bucks can't buy John back. And I know EXACTLY what I'd change.
**Personal**
1. Your name: Hmmmm....
2. Do you like your name?: I have a love/hate relationship with it
3. If not, what would you change it to?: I don't know
4. Your age: 24
5. Do you wish you were younger/older?: One year younger
6. If so, what age, and how come?: Se above
7. What school are you going to?: n/a.
8. Where is that school located?: n/a.
9. Do you get along with your parents?: Most times.
10. Do you get along with your siblings: I haven't spoken to my brother in nearly two years
**Friends**
11. Do you have a best friend?: No
12. Why is that person your best friend?: n/a
13. By the way, who is this person?: n/a
14. Do you trust your friends?: For the most part, yes
15. Who is one person that you could totally tell anything to?: No one. I can still tell John the most, but no longer all, and I was able to tell Matt a lot. I can still tell Roo most things.
16. Name one person that you used to be friends with, that you wish you could be friends with now: As John and I are still friends, I'd have to say Matt.
17. Why did that friendship end?: Hell if I know. He just went off the deep end and claimed I'm a racist, which everyone who really knows me knows that that is so far from the truth!
18. What qualites do you like that your friends have?: Humor, honesty, carin
19. Do you think you have good friends? I don't know anymore.
20. If you could give your best friend (or closest friend) one thing, what would it be?: He alrewady has it.
**Relationships**
21. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Kind of.
22. What is their name?: John
23. Are you seeing anyone?: I guess I am "seeing" John again
24. What is their name?: John
25. Do you have a crush on anyone?: No, love
26. What is their name? John
27. If any of the questions are answered, why do you like the person you are with/have a crush on?: He inspires me to be a better person and reach for goals that I never considered reachable before
28. Do they have any qualities, that you would like to have for yourself?: Confidence for the future
29. How much time do you like to spend with them?: Not enough
30. Were they your friend before you started dating/liking them?: We ended up moving quick
**Favorites**
31. Color?: Black
32. Shampoo?: Herbal Essences
33. Deodarant?: Lady Speed Stick, Wild Freesia scent
34. Actor?: Don't really have one
35. Actress?: Shirley Temple
36. Sandwich?: Tuna and avacado
37. Bread?: Whole wheat
38. Animal?: A human named John
40. Food?: I hate food. Food is my enemy
**Either or**
41. White or Dark Chocolate?: Dark
42. Stuffed Animal or Blanket?: Blanket
43. Waterbed or regular matress?: Regular matress
44. Morning or Night?: Night
45. Disney or Nick?: Disney
46. Scary or Comedy?: Comedy
47. Get up early or sleep the day away?: Early unless it's raining.
48. Job or School?: Job
49. Phone or Internet?: Internet
50. Garlic or French bread?: French
**With or Without**
Subject: Hamburger Veggieburger :D
51. Lettuce?: With
52. Mustard?: With
53. Ketchup?: With
54. Mayo?: With
55. Onions?: With
Subject: Perfect date
57. Guy/Gal with braces?: Without
58. Candles?: With
59. Food?: With
60. Sporty car?: Either or
**Yes or No**
61. Live with your parents?: No
62. Want to live with your parents?: No
63. Have a car?: No, but yet kinda
64. Want a car?: A few
65. Would you do the "Survior" show?: Hell yes
66. Would you spend some money on your little/older sibling(s) if you had $1000?: No
67. Would you eat earthworms if your life depended on it?: Yes
68. Would you take a bullet for some of your friends?: Yes
69. Do you think that your friends would take a bullet for you?: No
70. Do you wish you were famous?: Sometimes
**WHY**
71. Why do you think the moon revolves around the earth?: Gravity
72. Why was Einstien considered a genius?: Because he got the cheat sheet to the IQ test
73. Why do some people spend so much time making these stupid surveys?: Boredom and hoping that someone reads it and learns a few intriguing facts
74. Why do some people spend so much time filling out these stupid surveys?: See above
75. Why do you enjoy the company of your friends?: Because I enjoy being around people
76. Why are some people accused of "chewing like a cow?: Because they lack manners
78. Why when you leave the door open, you are asked if you were raised in a barn?: Barn doors are frequently opem
79. Why do women complain so much about the seat being left up, and guys don't complain when the seat is down?: I have often wondered about that. But I tell you what, I've fallen in a few times in my life, not fun. Men can't "fall in" the worst they can do is hit the seat. So my conclusion is that we stand to be hurt more by the seat being up than a man does by it being down. (Answer kept exactly as she had it because it echoes my exact answer)
80. Why do most Americans spend most of their day sitting, and then complain that they are over weight?: Because this is the USA!
**Relatives**
81. Does your grandma still pinch your cheeks?: Never did
82. Has any of your relatives bought you clothing that you despised, but you wore, just so they wouldn't be insulted?: Yes
83. What nick names did you develop from your relatives?: n/a
84. Which relative could you consider "cool"?: I have cool relatives?!
85. Can you really say that you would go in public with some of your relatives and NOT be embarrassed?: Yes
86. Do you have any embarrassing home videos that your relatives have threatened to show on your wedding day?: No
87. When you started dating people, did the baby pics come out of the closet?: No
88. Have you ever been to a family reunion?: When I was five, It was in North Dakota during my great grandparents' wedding anniversary
89. What is the most embarrassing moment that you have encountered with your relatives?: Oh lord.... See the post I post after this
90. Do you have a favorite relative?: I guess my mom since she's the only one left
**Friends Part 2**
91. Do your friends stand differently in your mind?: Online/IRL
92. What does "hanging out" consist of?: Hanging out at someone's place of residence with no plans
93. How many close friends do you have?: None anymore
94. Do you have one ultimate BEST friend?: He died
95. Why do you consider that person your best friend?: I can't explain Aaron to you
96. If you are "taken" at the moment, do you consider your significant other as one of your close friends?: I don't know if I'm taken
97. If you have a crush at the moment, is this person one of your close friends?: I guess
98. Do you believe that a relationship will last longer if the person is one of your close friends?: Absolutely
99. What is one thing that attracts you to the opposite sex?: Sweetness, sincerity, ability to have fun. tall
100. Are you thankful for your friends?: Are they my friends or enemies in disguise?
When was the last time you cried? A few days ago
Have you ever faked sick? I fake being NOT sick
What was the last lie you said? I don't rememeber. I try to never lie
Have you ever cried during a movie? Yes
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? John, and I laid awake most of the night Monday watching him sleep
Have you ever danced in the rain? No
Have you ever been drunk? Buzzed
Have you ever tried drugs? Pot only
Do you smoke? HELL NO
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? Ran down the street naked at 15
What is your blood type? B positive
Have you ever been in a car accident? Duh
How old were you when you received your first kiss? 17
Have you ever had an online relationship? Yes
Have you ever had phone sex? Um.... Yes
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? Yes, and found out why it's called Crush.
What is your favorite sport to play? Any if I'm playing
Have you ever made a prank phone call? YES!! Loved doing it as a kid! Damned caller ID stopped that.
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it? Absolutely not. That's never cool
What's your favorite childhood memory? Christmas morning when I was 8
Is there anything you have done that you regret? Much
What do you want to be when you grow up? To be happy with John
What is your political affiliation? Socailist
Have you ever had cybersex? Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? Infatuation at first sight
Do you believe in karma? Yes
Who was your first crush? Jason Mullins
How would you describe yourself? Caring, compassionate, intelligent
What are you afraid of? Not ever getting John back
Are you religious? Spiritual
What does your screen name mean? I started it after a tough period in life, so ms_erie is Misery
What person do you trust the most? No one. I actually think I trust Roo the most
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Jason Mullins. My kindergarten boyfriend, then first grade, then second....
What is the best compliment you have ever received? That my eyes sparkle when I laugh
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? That I was fat, a nobody and that no
one would ever love me. That was many years ago and I still believe it.
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? Relationship = 5 years with Jeff
What is your greatest strength? I don't quit
What is your greatest weakness? I love to deep
What is your perfect pizza? Pizza My Heart's pesto pizza
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? "What time is it?"
What is your last thought before you go to bed? "How am I going to go through another night without John?"
What college do you want to go to? Stanford
Do you get along with your family? My mom. The extended network has voted me off of the
island.
Do you play any instruments? Flute, piano, violin
What kind of music do you like? All
Do you think you're attractive? Depends on what I'm wearing
Would you ever get a tattoo? If I wasn't so afraid of needles
How many piercings do you have? 45
Who makes you laugh? John
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? John. And make it for life!
Have you ever seen a dead body? Yes
Do you have a celebrity crush? No
What is one things scientists should invent? A way for me to have a model's body
Have you ever broken a bone? Ribs
What happens after you die? Peace
Do you watch or read the news? Both
What stereotype would you label yourself as? I am an enigma
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? Yes
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I would have followed through and changed it to John's last name
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? I know what it is, but won't say
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? How I look
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Yes
Have you ever played strip poker? Yes
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themself? Yes
What do you want your friends to think about you? I just want them to know who I really am since no one ever stays around long enough
What's the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? I don't know
Have you ever bitten someone? Myself.
When's your birthday? 12/08/1980
Have you ever stolen anything? I a little porcelain animal and a keychain when I was 12 because I was so upset that I was always overlooked because I was the "good" kid and my cousins were little brats who "need attention" because they were always in trouble, or sometimes just because they were younger they needed to be noticed more. A week or two after I turned 12 I was in a play and my grandparents promised to be there, but then they blew it off without telling me ahead of time because Jessica, one of my cousins (all of them are younger) suddenly wanted them at it. I was so upset because I was looking forward to them bein there so much. In all my life they still NEVER have been to anything I did, and there were plently of chances. So I decided to steal something to get caughtto get attention. I was mad when I didn't get caught with the porcelain animal, an when I didn't get caught with the keychain I pulled it out of my pocket and put it back in my pocket when I was walking by a couple employees at Gottchalks. I didn't get the reaction I'd hoped from my family. I was again ignored.
Do you make wishes on shooting stars? Yes
What's the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? God knows, I never can put much down.
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? The day I spent talking John into trying to make peace with his parents. Because it lead to him leaving me.
Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes
Have you ever been in love? Yes
Are you a morning person or a night person? WHen I'm up in the morning, I love morning. But usually night.
Do you have any phobias? Bugs, needles, and dying alone
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? I was so scared when I was pregnant hat I didn't tell Jeff until over a year after I miscarried
Have you ever been to the hospital (other than birth)? Too many times to count
How many screen names do you have? Many
Do any medical problems run in your family? So many
Has anyone ever been disowned by your family? Yeah, me for not being able to stop my dad from killing himself
Have you ever had a nightmare? Life is a nightmare
Do you say meaner things to your friends than to your enemies? I ignore my enemies
Would you ever participate in a threesome? Yes
Would you ever pay for a prostitute? No
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? Yes
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? Never
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? Yes
Have you ever written a love letter? Yes
Have you ever attempted suicide? Yes
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxer-briefs
Have you ever been in a fist fight? I was bullied so bad as a child, but I fought well, and only twince did any hits ever get in on me, once when four were on me at one time, the other time when six were on me. ALl of them, and each time only one hit landed on me
Do you have any hidden talents? Yes
What is one thing you want me to know about you? I don't know
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? Your deepest fantasy?
Do you usually prefer books or movies? I would like to say books, but don't have time to read them anymore. Movies are quicker
Who is your favorite person to talk to? John
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? No one
Would you ever have sex before marriage? Duh
Who do you talk to most on the phone? Pete
Do you have a secret that you're ashamed of? No
Do you prefer British or American spellings of words? American simply because I'm used to it
Have you ever gotten detention? Of course
How do you vent your anger? LJ
Have you ever been on a diet? All the damn time
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Depends on the guy
Older than you? YBy a few years? Yes. More than 10? Creepy
Is your best friend a virgin? No
What's a rumor someone has spread about you? When I was in eighth grade I was suddenly no longer in school because I was too sick. When I returned in ninth grade people in the halls backed into lockers to look at me. Turns out a rumor had gone around that I had contracted a contageous gall bladder disease and died (it was an intestinal disease, and I lost my intestine)
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself doing? As if Power Exchange isn't kinky enough? I've got a secret LJ for my fantasies!
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you? God knows, I've got a lot of shit
treatment in my life.
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? John was the only one concerned with MY well-being after my dad died. Everyone else was worried about themselves and my mom
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? I wish
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? No
Have you ever hated someone? I can't seem to hate, just dislike
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? Phone.
Do you consider yourself to be popular? No
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? Yes but it never goes
over well, need to stop that.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? No
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? Yes
What is your favorite book? Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt
Do you have a collection of anything? Not any more
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? No
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? Fucking Hell YES
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? Different again
Are you happy with the life you have? No
1. ONE WISH?
…three more wishes <-- I second that! <--I third that! And if the answer is no, I'd wish for John
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
Lover
3. WHAT IS YOUR WORST FEAR?
Not ever having John back
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
No, Tinker Toys and Lincoln Logs!
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
I wanna be on it, but can't stand watching it
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
No
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
I was beautiful
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
No. I want someone to cuddle with at night. I need hugs
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
Black
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
No
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
I would LOVE to!
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
If I told you it wouldn't be a secret anymore!
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Realistic: Nevada for ghost town hunting, Fantasy: Monocco or St. Barts, French Caribbean
14. Is Jay Leno Funny?
Yes! And Letterman sucks
15. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yes
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
No, but I've had it for two years. Weird, huh? I want to see it too....
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
I try to do what I can to be eco-friendly,but I'm not overly concerned
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP?
One, two-hooo, three...CRUNCH! Three.
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
Yes
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
Yes
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
By default
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
Manual
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
For food, it's great. For sport to leave for dead, not cool
24. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
Not anymore
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
A bunch of medications, like aspirin, ibuprofen, Aleve, penicillin, and so on. Anaphylaxis sucks!
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
To my mom tonight
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
In the hearts of many obsessed people. And in Vegas.
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
No
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Over medium. Great, midnight and I'm about to take a break to make a couple. (And I really just did, and accidentally broke the yolk on one of them)
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
Just about all people are dumb. But in societies of mostly brunettes blindes do seem to be dumber wheras they are smarted in places where blondes dominate. So I think they're dumber because the steriotypes are ingrained into their subconsciences.
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
I don't have socks go missing anymore
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
11:48am
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Several
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
Yes, but sometimes so good too
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
Yesterday
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Baths
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
Sure is
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
Oooooh, yes....
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
I never have been
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
Love and sex
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
Creamy. I hate peanut chunks in my teeth
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
Sometimes
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
Many, many times
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
Once
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
For me
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
Usually pretty much
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Blue
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
No
51. LIQUOR OR BEER?
Liquor
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
Yes
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
No
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
Flute, piano, and violin
55. HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?
No
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
Yes
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
YES!!
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
Rarely
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
Yes
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
Nope, his hand is.
61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
I believe it exists, but is rarely every the right option. People shouldn't marry so quickly
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
Yes
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
No
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
Yeah. Pacifica is always cool!
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Fried eggs (see number 30)
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
Yes
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
Yes
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL?
The People's Lawyer commercials are particularly horrible
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
Never have
70. DO YOU SNORE?
Not unless I'm sick and stuffed up or have been crying a lot and am stuffed uo
71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
All Love Can Be