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The Ataris- A Beautiful Mistake
Maybe I'm not ready for this, and you know it.
Maybe I'm too scared to tell you what I'm really thinking
It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.
So I guess this is the ending or a beautiful mistake.
And if we both agree that we shouldn't be together why does it hurt so much?
I feel like I lost my closest friend.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy...
There I am standing all alone on Sydney Harbor Bridge.
And you know I would jump into the fucking ocean if it meant I was truly capable of being satisfied.
Well I ever be?
Did I just give up the best thing I ever had?
i hate feeling like this.
mom said i was a "shitty person"
matt probually hates me and i dont really blame him
and i feel like the worst friend ever
i wish i could always know the right thing to do
i try to please everyone, but i cant
i guess i just suck at life
im sorry for everything
..i really hope im just pmsing
hopefully tonight will be fun<3
p.s please pray for becca parcel.she is one of my sisters friends and she just went into a coma.
how can something so terrbile happen to such an innocent little girl?
i love you becca
[FIRSTS]
First car: too young
First date: first real date was with matt i think
First real kiss: well my first kiss was with will but my first real kiss was with alex
First break-up: eddie in 7th grade?
First screen name: surgegirl2000
First self purchased album: hanson?
First funeral: my uncles
First pets: ginnger and chelsea(our labs)
First piercing/tattoo: ears for my 5th birthday
First credit card: never had one
First true love: matt.
First enemy: dont think ive ever had one
First big trip: new jersey when i was like 3
First musician you remember hearing in your house: hootie and the blowfish
[LASTS]
Last car ride: last night with the quiggs
Last kiss: matt<3
Last library book checked out: i dont remember
Last movie seen: the grudge
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: ego waffles
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: black and white vans
Last cd played: from autumn to ashes
Last item bought: water
Last annoyance: my mom
Last disappointment: ive had lots of those lately
Last time wanting to die: hmm i dunno
Last time scolded: last night
Last shirt worn: white hulter top
Last website visited: livejournal
Maybe I'm not ready for this, and you know it.
Maybe I'm too scared to tell you what I'm really thinking
It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.
So I guess this is the ending or a beautiful mistake.
And if we both agree that we shouldn't be together why does it hurt so much?
I feel like I lost my closest friend.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy...
There I am standing all alone on Sydney Harbor Bridge.
And you know I would jump into the fucking ocean if it meant I was truly capable of being satisfied.
Well I ever be?
Did I just give up the best thing I ever had?
i hate feeling like this.
mom said i was a "shitty person"
matt probually hates me and i dont really blame him
and i feel like the worst friend ever
i wish i could always know the right thing to do
i try to please everyone, but i cant
i guess i just suck at life
im sorry for everything
..i really hope im just pmsing
hopefully tonight will be fun<3
p.s please pray for becca parcel.she is one of my sisters friends and she just went into a coma.
how can something so terrbile happen to such an innocent little girl?
i love you becca
[FIRSTS]
First car: too young
First date: first real date was with matt i think
First real kiss: well my first kiss was with will but my first real kiss was with alex
First break-up: eddie in 7th grade?
First screen name: surgegirl2000
First self purchased album: hanson?
First funeral: my uncles
First pets: ginnger and chelsea(our labs)
First piercing/tattoo: ears for my 5th birthday
First credit card: never had one
First true love: matt.
First enemy: dont think ive ever had one
First big trip: new jersey when i was like 3
First musician you remember hearing in your house: hootie and the blowfish
[LASTS]
Last car ride: last night with the quiggs
Last kiss: matt<3
Last library book checked out: i dont remember
Last movie seen: the grudge
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: ego waffles
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: black and white vans
Last cd played: from autumn to ashes
Last item bought: water
Last annoyance: my mom
Last disappointment: ive had lots of those lately
Last time wanting to die: hmm i dunno
Last time scolded: last night
Last shirt worn: white hulter top
Last website visited: livejournal