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so i had advising with maria this afternoon. she's really super nice. i kind of asked her about her experience with school and film and if she always knew what she wanted to do. she said she actually went to undergrad for english/literature because her school didn't offer film but then she did film in grad school and loved it because all they ( Read more... )

i'm in a rut. a terrible horrible rut. and i dont know how to get out of it. if anyone has any advice on how to get out of a rut, please let me know. this sucks.

"who's really true and who's full of crap? like how many real people are there out there. i just want to be a total jerk to someone and have them know i dont mean it and for me to not even have to apologize. i'm sick of worrying about that crap, or always having to be nice and make sure i say and do the right things. can't i just be a jerk for ( Read more... )

i really do have amazing friends. sometimes i think about it and it's so true. why is everyone so nice and good to me? i hope i return the goodness well enough. wow that was probably the most retarded sentence ever. anyway, things have been good and bad lately. for instance i'm sick, school sucks- bad. good friends, fun things happening- ( Read more... )

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i just wrote like a three page journal entry earlier today while i was in modernism, but for some reason i can't bring myself to write that stuff in here. probably because it's more personal and i dont really like giving out that much information about myself on here when i dont even really know who's reading it.

i definetly had another fun weekend. i haven't slept in like 31 hours but it's okay. everything is fun and my friends are so good.

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i dont know. i haven't really written in here in a while. the semester has started and classes are fine so far. i want to be inspired, for real. i want to do productive things and create things that i'm really really proud of. i think i'd be happy then. wasting your days away on the couch is the most unsatisfying thing ever. and i dont ( Read more... )