Letters.
Ianto,
I am safe and settled. I am in the care of a good doctor who informs me that Ix is healthy for the most part. She’s on par with fetal development. My blood pressure could be lower and sometimes I have to go on oxygen at night but Doctor MacTaggert is very confident that I will deliver a healthy baby. I have my doubts. She wasn’t when she was born in Cardiff. I’ve tried being optimistic but it doesn’t work.
I won’t be coming back at least not in the immediate future. I can’t. I’m don’t feel well, neither mentally or physically. I won’t be good for anyone, least of all Jack. He’ll need too much and I just can’t give him that. And as much as I want to see him, I don’t. It’s difficult and it’s weird to describe.
I don’t blame him though, it’s not his fault. None of what happened was and it’s not your fault either.
I’m not going to keep Ix from him. I just have to be strong first, however long that will take. I’ve enclosed the PINpoint coordinates should you or him wish to see the baby. I hope that you’ll write back but I’ll understand if you don’t.
I’ve enclosed another letter for Jack. Please give it to him and please look after him. He does so much for so many even at the detriment of his own self. Jack needs someone to be there for him unconditionally. Please help him. I can’t.
Kate.
Jack,
For sixteen long months I’ve imagined what I would say and do when we were reunited but I don’t think that were going to have that. I don’t see it happening for a long time and I’m sorry.
The baby is healthy. My pregnancy is back to being on track despite it all. I wish I could say the same about myself but I can’t. To put it simply, I’m not doing well. After time reset itself, I think I went a little bit crazy. I still feel a little bit crazy and I know that I need help.
I don’t blame you for any of it. I don’t blame anyone. You have to believe that. Bad things could have happened in my own world. It’s not your fault.
But I’m just going to stay away until I’m better. I love you but I’m so sorry. I want to be good for you but I know that I won’t be. I won’t be good for Ears or even Horatio. I have my doubts about Ix. I don’t know when I’ll be able to return and it might be a long time. I hope you can understand.
Please forgive me,
Kate.
I am safe and settled. I am in the care of a good doctor who informs me that Ix is healthy for the most part. She’s on par with fetal development. My blood pressure could be lower and sometimes I have to go on oxygen at night but Doctor MacTaggert is very confident that I will deliver a healthy baby. I have my doubts. She wasn’t when she was born in Cardiff. I’ve tried being optimistic but it doesn’t work.
I won’t be coming back at least not in the immediate future. I can’t. I’m don’t feel well, neither mentally or physically. I won’t be good for anyone, least of all Jack. He’ll need too much and I just can’t give him that. And as much as I want to see him, I don’t. It’s difficult and it’s weird to describe.
I don’t blame him though, it’s not his fault. None of what happened was and it’s not your fault either.
I’m not going to keep Ix from him. I just have to be strong first, however long that will take. I’ve enclosed the PINpoint coordinates should you or him wish to see the baby. I hope that you’ll write back but I’ll understand if you don’t.
I’ve enclosed another letter for Jack. Please give it to him and please look after him. He does so much for so many even at the detriment of his own self. Jack needs someone to be there for him unconditionally. Please help him. I can’t.
Kate.
Jack,
For sixteen long months I’ve imagined what I would say and do when we were reunited but I don’t think that were going to have that. I don’t see it happening for a long time and I’m sorry.
The baby is healthy. My pregnancy is back to being on track despite it all. I wish I could say the same about myself but I can’t. To put it simply, I’m not doing well. After time reset itself, I think I went a little bit crazy. I still feel a little bit crazy and I know that I need help.
I don’t blame you for any of it. I don’t blame anyone. You have to believe that. Bad things could have happened in my own world. It’s not your fault.
But I’m just going to stay away until I’m better. I love you but I’m so sorry. I want to be good for you but I know that I won’t be. I won’t be good for Ears or even Horatio. I have my doubts about Ix. I don’t know when I’ll be able to return and it might be a long time. I hope you can understand.
Please forgive me,
Kate.