dull as a coat hanger

Feb 04, 2007 10:24

So yesterday was awful. Not awful in every sense, but enough so that I seriously contemplated suicide. I felt very alone and very isolated and very forgotten. My mum and I continue to fight. She always fights with me when my hormones are at their busiest ( Read more... )

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jillapet February 4 2007, 18:17:58 UTC
*hugs*

My mother hates me, too, and constantly compares me to my perfect sister. Maybe we can become our own family of misfits.

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littlegreenleaf February 4 2007, 19:15:29 UTC
I think that if you were contemplating suicide, it was pretty awful...mom's...I just don't know. When I lived at home, my mom seemed to sense when I was weakest and then she attacked. I don't know anything about your mom, but she seems to be of the same mind. I love my mother to death, but I'm 54 now and she still scares the shit out of me. And when I feel weak, she's the very last person I want to be around!

Being unemployed is a part of American life! You'll find another job soon enough, I know it. Sometimes we just stumble across something that becomes our life's work. Don't let anyone make you feel worthless, because you, my dear, are far from it.

*hugs you tight*

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admirabile February 4 2007, 19:18:25 UTC
((((hugs)))) You are not alone, sweetie.

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ancabell February 4 2007, 21:39:00 UTC
please, PLEASE honey dont let it get to you like this! i dont know what the hell your mom expects from you, as opposed to your sister, dont know what she accomplished that you didnt, but omg, she's being so ridiculous. you are so far from being anyone's resident family fuck up its not even funny!! do you know you're not a fuck up?? then let them think whatever the fuck they will! how does it affect you truly? it really doesnt, if you are happy with your life, thats all that matters! honestly! and when you do find a new job, how about moving out of the house? living with a couple of roommates? could you do that? it might make things better!
I am a giant ball of IDon'tKnow.
no, you do know. you know you are just your regular garden variety awsome talented, funny, lovely girl <3 and i know it too, and a lot of people who read this do too!

perspective, perspective.
does your mom wanna buy some????

i loooooooooooooooooooove you, when are we im'ing omg!

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tiniowien February 4 2007, 22:17:09 UTC
*hugs you silly, puts you in pocket and squirrels away to Aus*

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